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Performance:
9,741pp
Accuracy:
99.20%
Medals:
325
Ranked Score:49,037,630,467
Play Count:111,375
Play Time:1,706h
Max Combo:8,962x
Total Hits:24,896,923
Hits x Play:224
Replays Watched:1,632
SS+
324
SS
387
S+
822
S
563
A
1,936
Contributions to World Cup Beatmapping (1 year)
Completed 3+ priority quests in the Mappers' Guild
Mappers' Guild first level contributor

History

About

an4 sidekick
--> gd/map log
will add back some of the old profile’s lists, not sure if i’ll be redoing that whole thing again

im dead lol u can try to ask for gds (i will be very picky tho)

log/reminders for me
arcadia 2/2 - waiting on 2nd mods
shelby 1/2 - searching/waiting for 2nd
chelsea smile 1/2 - searching for 2nd
brave little abacus 0/2
egress 1/3 - PLEASEEEEE
sugar on my tongue 0/2
bby 1/2?

tourney map 1 [NOT DONE]
tourney map 2 [NOT DONE]
gd fatfan [10% wip]
archive
22/11/2021
Mapping: Semi-Active | Playing: Break | GD Requests: Check Rules
songs i wanna map
everyone asked about you

About (My) Beatmaps!

Backlog
Sets that need BNs:
beatmapsets/2261858#osu/4814335 1/2
beatmapsets/2491760#osu/5474412 0/2
beatmapsets/2425990#osu/5281071 0/2
beatmapsets/2501843#osu/5504704 0/3
beatmapsets/2508554#osu/5525411 0/2

Sets that need to be completed:
If you're interested in doing a GD for any of these sets, hit me up via dms!
beatmapsets/2251122#osu/4787532 - [Hard]
beatmapsets/2361955#osu/5091308 - [Hard]
beatmapsets/2002794#osu/4164941 - [Hard], [Insane]
beatmapsets/2361956#osu/5091309 - [Easy], [Normal], [Hard], [Insane]

Other Stuff:
- Sputnik Collab Part
About GDs, Hitsounding, Tourneys (RULES)
Open.
Not really motivated but I can do something simple. Just dm me~

If you're a mutual of mine you can ask me anytime. There might be a low chance I'm gonna accept tho.
If you are aarkie, velamy, boden, chris, weon, koijo, rickyboi, irre and mia, you can ask anytime!

READ THIS BEFORE ASKING FOR GDS!!!
Very important rules before asking me!!
1. Make sure to read these rules, heh~

2. I prefer to do Expert+ (4.5-7*). I only do Hards and lower for friends or people I owe something.

3. Higher chance if ur map is FA and/or for a MBC Quest. 99.99% guarantee if you're mapping Susumu Hirasawa!

4. No aim or streamslop sets pls.. except if you want a inted diff~
Very high chance if u map detective conan!!!

5. PLEASE USE THE FOLLOWING TAGS IF I MADE YOU A GD -> an3, andrai

6. I'd appreciate if nothing gets changed without me knowing it! This includes basically everything.
From "broken" stacks to map settings (OD/AR, Stacking). Please just dm me if there's something I need to change (or anything I need to approve of). If I do happen to see any changes without my knowledge, I'll be making sure that my diff is not getting used for your set.

7. Please let me know if you wanna replace/remove me from your set! A reason would be very appreciated <3.
I had to deal with this lots of times in the past so just tell me (reason might be cool). If I get removed without my knowledge consider me blocking you.


About Modding/HS/Storyboard/Timing Requests
Modding
Maybe? You can try asking!
I don't tend to mod often so my mods may be a bit difficult to understand. I also don't see myself as a good modder so do something with this info.

Hitsounding
No. I only hitsound for myself.
No time + I really don't wanna manage hs for spreads or anything.

Storyboarding
No. I haven't storyboarded anything proper in 2 years.
Also I never bothered to learn storybrew so all my storyboards are made with stable's editor.

Timing
Maybe? It wouldn't hurt to ask me.
Please keep in mind that I sorta suck at timing. But I could give you some feedback if you don't time a 40 minute jazz song.
About using my maps for tournaments
Commission me!
Feel free to ask me if you need a mapper for your tournament! The only thing I want from your tournament is for it to be original, respectful and (maybe?) professional aswell.
My tournament maps mostly focus on having a "older style" or being more gimmicky (HD2, HD3, NM6, occasionally DT3/DT4s). Check out my graveyarded sets, OR BETTER: check out my "Tourney Maps" below to see all my tournament maps I've mapped before.
Oh and I also prefer to hitsound my maps. No need for others to do the job!


Use my maps!
Feel free to use my maps for tournaments! Please keep in mind that I will only do tourney edits as long as the map was updated <1 year ago. Let me know when you're using them thanks!!!
If you do need a edit, please tell me who's gonna host a edit of my map and for how long.
Also invite me to your streams/discord servers if you showcase the map! I'd appreciate it a ton :-3

Using Timing or Hitsounding From My Sets
If your custom maps for your tournament happen to map a song that I've already mapped before, hit me up via osu dm's!
I can provide you hitsounding and timing feedback if needed.

If you do happen to use either my hitsounding or timing without asking me, please PLEASE let me know. I'd appreciate it a ton!
About using elements from my (graveyarded) sets
Difficulty Revival
If you (unfortunately) found a older difficulty of mine that you might want to revive for your set, let me know via osu dm's!
If I think that my diff is so horrendous, I may offer you a remap. Not guarenteed!
Don't forget to mention my original set if you happen to rank a old diff of mine afterwards.


Metadata (Audio, Tags, Title/Artist, Background Image)
Please let me know if you use either of the aforementioned things for your own set. I may provide you better audio/image quality and more accurate metadata!
There's gonna be a chance I used metadata from a set that's been uploaded before. Check out my descriptions and ask me beforehand.
(This is for your own good. I've seen ranked maps that have taken from other old maps (not mine) and their metadata being wrong.)


Timing and Hitsounding
If you want to use my hitsounding for a map I've made before, PLEASE ASK ME!!!
If you want to use my timing for a map I've made before, please let me know first. There's gonna be a chance I've taken timing from a previous set.
Artists I Prefer Mapping
If you happen to map one of these artists, feel free to dm me!
SHIKI, cygnus, Sampling Masters MEGA, Susumu Hirasawa/P-MODEL/Kaku P-MODEL, yabujin/DJ GYROTTA ZAO, Shounen Radio, cranky, Yousei Teikoku, Quasimoto/Madlib, Scythelord/Vargskelethor, IOSYS, System Of A Down, Blümchen, Mindless Self Indulgence, Tyler, The Creator, OG KEEMO, MIKE


Mappers you should invest in!
Here's a small list of mappers that I think are very underrated or not looked into a lot.
(more to add in the future!)

im yeojin, startone, Herazu, Boden, Chris Jasorka, velamy, Evangelion_guy, Kingo, vyper, SUISEI69, Ldnz, -Arko, sharytory, sprei


Some Words About Mapping
Stuff about mapping
Mapping is fun. I've improved a lot in my opinion. I may not be as good or as unique as other mappers - im still a very mediocre mapper - but it's fun to express yourself in a very unusual way of media; supported by music. It's important to map for fun and not for (only) competitive or egoistic reasons; expressing yourself in your true form results in your best works.

Thanks to every Mapping Subscriber I've gotten and thanks to all the people who find my maps off pure coincidence, tourneys or from others. It still warms my heart seeing maps that have even over 5 favourites or less!



I have many inspirations for my various styles!
For my old'ish style, it's defintely a mix of Kirby, BD, Lesjuh, Mystearica, tsuka and Nharox.
I have a lot of inspirations for my vanilla/"default" style of mapping. I'd say hehe, Halgoh, nhlx, Matrix, EvilElvis and blixys really contributed to my mapping style to how it evolved nowadays. I still like to mix pretty unconventional stuff in my maps. :D



My difficulty names explained!
Pinku - My Blue Dragon inspirated maps from mid 2019/early 2020.

an3/an4 - these are (or were) my rkgk's of osu maps. most of them were made to experiment with a different kind of style or to just let my brain fart its contents out.

MiX (Andrei MiX) - My Starrodkirby86 inspired maps! The longest mapping style I've been learning and trying to keep alive. This is still being used in some of my ranked GDs!
im still so happy and honored after seeing mismagius saying that these are the closest imitations he ever saw. He was rating this map.



Impossible, noob, Merciful
I use these difficulty names on sets that focus on a rather symmetrical mirrored style I utilize for older styled maps! These are different to my kirby mix bootlegs and are my own style of doing this kind of mapping.
Impossible - Top diffs ranging between 5-7*, they're always CS4 AR/OD8, HP may vary between 6-8. These are the hardest difficulties I do in this particular style without it being too over-the-top or silly.
noob - for noobs who can't read AR8. These diffs are 1:1 copies of [Impossible] diffs but with AR/OD9. HP may be above or below [Impossible], it should be around HP7-9.
Merciful - Easier versions or remaps of [Impossible] difficulties, ranging between 3-4*. CS between 3-4, AR/OD around 7, HP 6 or less. These are easier versions for people wanting to enjoy a similar experience to the [Impossible] diffs.

A list of my sets can be found here.


will delete this soon, but these are my thoughts regarding mapping and myself as of now (11.05.26)
i feel like im at my limit. i’ve achieved more than i ever thought yet i’m still dissatisfied. there’s things i want to achieve but they’re impossible for me to do. i’m not really satisfied nor happy with my recent works.

my maps never had this much quality since at least late 2024 but i often feel they’re low effort or bad in general. i often feel like i don’t do a lot, that i could do more things, execute things better, make more coherent maps, have great ideas… so many things i hate myself for especially when i try to do these things they just lead to failure on my end.

i often have this heavy pressure of outputting “good” maps because i never had this experience of others i never knew liking my work. i don’t want to let them down but i can’t help but to realize that i’m at my limit. i haven’t done anything creative since 2025, i always resort to do the same boring shit because its safe and its less effort for me to do, yet it’s still tedious enough for me to go mental about so many things i have too many thoughts at once

i’m at my limit and i don’t deserve anything i’ve somehow achieved by luck or coincidence - which is everything i’ve ever done. im such a lackluster loser and i often can’t fathom that there are people who admire or look up to me. i’m speechless when i hear these nice words but on the otherside im sorry for the person looking up to a insufferable, copycat of a mapper like me. i never ever did anything original everything’s a copy of what i’ve seen before. i don’t understand it.

im sorry
Thank you~~
velamy - Sarah, you were a big carry on my improvement and motivation to be a ranked mapper. Ever since Blue Goose you've motivated me when I felt like it's over with mapping. Thank you so much in these last 2 years for giving me the opportunity on your sets and your advices! I'm also excited to be seeing you in COE (maybe!)

Pheromosa - Weon, you are amongst one of a few people that made me more comfortable in mapping, especially on our collabs! I always enjoy seeing our old stuff :D. I hope you're doing well and I hope you know that you contributed so much to where I am now. I hope I can motivate you more in mapping and maybe get you ranked aswell!

Chris Jasorka - Chris, thank you for pulling on that lever in my brain to lock in more. You've helped me a lot in getting more creative and use more mapping theory/logic in my maps. I've been looking at my maps (and other maps in general) quite more different than before! Thanks for helping me understand more about mapping and different kinds of mapping ideologies!

im yeojin - aarkie, we've known us for not a long time but your energy in mapping is truly admirable. Everytime I was able to talk or map with you I've never felt this kind of energy or being hyped up ever in my 7 years of mapping. You contributed a lot in being more positive and hyped up when mapping, especially visually-wise - ur one of my bigger inspirations when it comes to vanilla style! I wish you the best during difficult times and the best the world has to offer - hope we can do more things in the future perhaps! You're a great friend don't forget that!
also if ur reading this now i hope u'll be coming back more healthier than ever to this game. missing to do stuff with you but i hope you're doing better now <333 ur awesome

The oldsu! mapping community - Thanks to everyone that I was involved with in late 2020-early 2021, especially marshallracer, Pheromosa, brisadeiro, Jason X and fluxie31! You were the most influential when it comes to my older styled maps, especially on my KIRBY Mix'esque maps! It was the first time ever my maps and (copied) style got some sort of recognition. I can't thank you and everybody else enough :D

The osu! Germany Mapping community (omg!) - Thanks to everyone that I was involved with since mid 2023! I can't name everybody here because there's a lot of people that I'd mention here. Let's just say, everybody that I've been talking with on this server every day :3. I've learned to be more open about my opinions and participate in huge collabs or contests. You all helped me being more open to different topics than ever before!

The Playtesters in my early days - Ganove, Wambosu, myuuw and Loozy. Thank you so much for playtesting a lot of my early maps throughout 2020-2022! Without your feedback and motivation to improve I wouldn't have had the balls to map and ask you more for feedback! You influenced my style on making maps playable a lot.

These are all people I truly admire and I'm thankful for. I wouldn't be here without them.
I might add more people I can think about and who helped me a lot during various phases in my life.

About Me 'n Stuff!

Gameplay
Stats
11/25/21 4 digit (#9779)
1/30/22 rank #6.900 (nice)

peak #4,060, #180 DE (7/23/2022) 8,918pp
peak acc 99.13% 10/01/2022
lazer peak rank #487 xd
peak medal rank #31, #2 DE (12/26/2023) (292 Medals)
Playstyle
General Playstyle w/ Peripherals
osu! Window | 1280x960/1440x1080 Windowed
Logitech G Pro Wireless | 800dpi, 0.66x sens ingame
Wooting UwU Keypad | Lekker L60 Switches (60g)
LG UltraGear 34" | 3440x1440, 240hz

PC Specs
CPU | AMD Ryzen 7 7800X3D, 8 Cores 16 Threads, 5GHZ
GPU | NVIDIA GeForce RTX 4070 Ti Super, 16GB
RAM | g.skill Trident Z5 32GB DDR5 6000MHZ
SSD | Samsung 980 EVO PRO, 1TB
Mainboard | MSI B650 Gaming Plus WIFI

Playing History

Top Scores

All the pp values are from the pp system that these plays were taken on. Some may vary or not even close to their old value.

07/27/19 | First 100pp play | 100pp
09/27/19 | First 200pp play | 220pp
01/05/20 | First 300pp play | 333pp
06/16/21 | First 400pp play | 405pp
06/09/22 | First 500pp play | 500pp
09/15/25 | First 600pp play | 649pp

Ranks

09/12/19 | Reached Rank ~200k (#192,169 | 1885pp)
09/27/19 | Reached Rank 100k (#99,998) | 3015pp)
02/15/20 | Reached Rank 50k (#49,307 | 4373pp)
04/18/20 | Reached Rank 25k (#28,679 | 5252pp)
06/15/20 | Reached Rank 15k (#15,395 | 5997pp)
11/26/21 | Reached Rank 10k (#9775 | 7261pp)
07/03/22 | Reached Rank 5k (#4931 | 8574pp)

Name History

SpxderWeeb -> - Sandy -> [REDACTED] -> - Sandy -> SpxderWeeb -> Andrai -> Ai Haibara -> an3
03/22/18 - 09/27/19 | 09/27/19 - 01/02/20 | 01/02/20 - 01/06/20 | 01/06/20 - 01/07/21 | 01/07/21 - 07/22/21 | 07/22/21 - 09/28/22 | 09/28/22 - 02/26/2023 | 02/26/2023 - now

My Personal Favourite Scores
Here are some of my coolest accomplishments! (Many scores can be found under my pinned scores)

There are many scores I'm proud of. These scores in particular are things I've grinded for a long time or things that I would've never thought to achieve.

My HD SS on Ekiben2000 [Insane]
My probably most difficult/highest SR SS on First Storm
Germany's first A Rank on Barusa of Mikosu [TAG4] with EZFL (and overall lbs in germany)
My best CS10 FC on GAMBOL
My 1x100 NM FC on Big Brother [Kirby Mix] (very beyond my time)
My first 400pp play from a KIRBY Mix
My most beyond-my-time FC on Pacific Rim Imitation [KIRBY Mix] (i can't refc this)
Germany's first ever FC on StrangeProgram [HappyMiX]
My most unknown/underrated DT FC yet
My first CS7 SS score with mouse
#3 NM Leaderboards on Astrosexy (with 1x100 chokes XD)
Chocobo SS when I was basically a noob
Overdue Himiko [Another] HD SS
My best HD SS score on Fascination MAXX [28 KEY] (first HD SS after 14 years)
My 2nd best HD SS on Shounen A [Another] (first HD SS after ~15 years)
My 3rd best HD SS on this obscure kirby mix
My 4th best HD SS on Night Of Commands [Start!!!!] (one of the first maps i've ever played)
Aurora 2 NM SS which was beyond my time & the first time i got hackusated
My first 4mod AR11 FC
A score set on my first ranked gd/collab (thanks para!)
My "first FC in germany" score ever
lets not talk about this grind
My first EZ, NM, HD, HDHR and FL FC on U.N. Owen Was Her? (i have like 3 more nomod fcs on private servers)
First germany fc on this monstrosity
My first SS Grind on Luv-Lab Poison 22ate! [Lethal] (and first HRHD SS after ~10 years)
oh yeah and both my NM and HD FC on luv-lab's top diff
My best EZHD Score/SS on Mekadesu (this score is firetrucked)
MY BEST FC EVER

Tournaments
Tourneys I played in
Tournament/Competitive Playing
I don't really like competitive play here, so I'll rarely update this.

Tournaments I participated in
osu! TV Size Tournament 2020 as Team GermHolk.
Old Map Fantasy World Cup in Team Germany B.
Was restricted during qualifiers because of stupid things. :(

SnowyChallenge 2vs2 Tourney as Team 11.
Team Members:
Me (Captain), vin
finished 3rd place! (Prize: 1 Month osu!supporter)

Fulminare Ascension as Team Döner | +6 Röstung.


Tourney Maps I made
See "About GDs and Hitsounding > About using my maps for tournaments" for more information about commissioning a tourney map!

Here are all my commissioned beatmaps categorized via which tourney it was mapped for.
There'll also be a list of my maps that were picked in various tourneys.

DACH Open 2024
5k+ Division, QF FM1
Origami Angel - The Title Track [Irgendwo Stadt]
(6.29* | CS3.5 / AR9 / OD8.5 / HP5)

GF DT4
Savage Garden - I Want You [Insane (Tourney ver.)]
(5.19* | CS4 / AR8 / OD7 / HP7)
Forum Post

Ukrainian osu! Tournament 2025
SF HD2
Susumu Hirasawa - Grandfatherly Wind (Cut Ver.) [Blissfulness]
(6.02* | CS4 / AR8 / OD9 / HP5)

SF DT4
P-MODEL - Black in White [Insane]
(5.00* | CS4 / AR8 / OD8 / HP5)

Finals HD3
Quasimoto, Madlib - 1994 [Raw Addict]
(6.16* | CS5.5 / AR9.2 / OD8.8 / HP5)
Forum Post

OWC 2025
Qualifiers, DT3
Susumu Hirasawa - Niwashi KING [steamhappy]
(5.18* | CS4.2 / AR8 / OD8 / HP5)
Forum Post

DACH Open Interim 2026
Finals, NM6
P-MODEL - No Room [NO ROOM]
(6.23* | CS4 / AR8 / OD8 / HP4)
Forum Post


My maps in other tourneys
Here's a list of all of my previously pooled maps in different tourneys.
This list is probably not complete so if you (tourney host hi) pooled one of my maps let me know!!!

Ke$ha - TiK ToK [Insane] on Gasha Cup 3 (QF, HD2), America's Draft Showdown 2023 (Div 2 Group Stage, HD2), Speedy Summer Duels (Qualifiers, DT8), Manu's Class Showdown (?), Hedge Hop Madness (GF, DT4) & s1nqq's Capy Cup (QF, HR2)
P-MODEL - Go for it! Halcyon [Illusion] on 4WC 2024 (GF, FM2), russian osu! cup '24 (GF, HD2), Bossaura Pokal (GF, CM2), International Convert Cup 2025 (F, NM5) & 3WC 2026 (GF, FM3)
KAKU P-MODEL - Shagan Daishi [MiX] on Graveyard Summer Cup (F, NM6), Siroitora Trio Cup (GF, HD2), KIRBY Mix Tournament 2 (QF, NK3) & Chile Torneo Maestro (GF, DT4)
Origami Angel - The Title Track [Irgendwo Stadt] on 5 Dígitos Chilena Tournament (SF, HD1), Deutsche Suijischaft (GF, FM1) & Blind Matchup Cup 3 (RO32, HD1)
DJ Sharpnel - StrangeProgram [an3's Extra] on Suffer Cup 2 (Qualifiers, HR2) & rundyyy's Moai Battle (SF, NM6)
Paraoka - L9 [an3's Playful Extreme] on Peti's Tournament ShowDown (GF, HR2) & International Convert Cup 2025 (QF, HD1)
The Quick Brown Fox - Big Money [MiX] on osu!catch French Tournament 2023 (1st Weekend Pool, HD2) & KIRBY Mix Tournament 2 (F, NK8)
Mikuru - M.C. Donald wa Dance ni Muchuu Nano ka? Saishuu Kichiku Doukeshi Donald-M [Insanity] on osu!Kazachstan Community Cup 6 (GF, FM2) & osu! Killing Harmony (?)
Susumu Hirasawa - The Secret of The Flowers of Phenomenon [MiX] on HARD ROCK THRASH!! (SF, HR17) & 5 Digits French Cup 2025 (GF, FO2)
Memme - Extreme Fantasy [an3's ExtrA] on Snail's Banned Format 2 (RO32, HD2)
Cardboard Box - The Limit Does Not Exist [an3's Singularity] on Battle of the Box 2026: Waifu Cup (SF, TAP2)
System Of A Down - Cigaro [AN3'S HUGE CHICKEN] on Snail's Banned Format 2 (QF, FM3)
MisomyL - Mukishitsu Sekai ni Irodori o [an3's Extra] on the tea party house (F, HD3)
Camellia - Kono Hoshi de.... (20th Anniversary Remake) [an3's Insane] on Hu Tao Cup (QF, HR1)
toby fox - Death by Glamour [an3's Extra] on Torneo Maestro de México (Qualifiers, HR2)
P-MODEL - Black in White [Insane] on osu!Lietuvos Auksinis Protas (SF, silly5)
nao.paradigm - 0x1311 [an3's Extreme] on osu!Lietuvos Auksinis Protas (RO16, silly5)
Susumu Hirasawa - CODE-COSTARICA [MiX Deluxe] on Snail's Banned Format 2 (F, NM1)
THE SCANTY [MiX <3] on KIRBY Mix Tournament 2 (RO64, NK3)
IOSYS - Border of Extacy [MiX] on KIRBY Mix Tournament 2 (RO16, NK1)
Susumu Hirasawa - Nurse Cafe (Switched-On Lotus Ver.) [MiX] on KIRBY Mix Tournament 2 (QF, NK6)
Susumu Hirasawa - Lotus [MiX] on KIRBY Mix Tournament 2 (QF, NK7)
P-MODEL - 2D or not 2D [MiX Deluxe] on KIRBY Mix Tournament 2 (F, NK7)
Susumu Hirasawa - RIDE THE BLUE LIMBO [MiX] on KIRBY Mix Tournament 2 (F, NK9)
P-MODEL - No Room [NO ROOM] on 3WC 2026 (F, HD3)
Tatsh - Xevel [Secret Extra] on Bossaura Pokal (QF, FM2)
Iyaz - Replay [MiX] on Most Epic Mayhem Ever 2 (RO32, HR2)
System Of A Down - System Of A Down [Know] on Fatal Metal Tournament (F, DT4)
Yousei Teikoku - Last Moment [Andrei MiX] on Foxy's Farmer Paradise 3 (SF, FM2)
Red Pulse - Distro X [Andrei MiX] on Gasha Cup 3 (QF, FM2)
IOSYS - Fascination Marisa [Difficult] on DPDR (F, FM2)
Virt - Choppastyle [MiX] on arekk's Interseasonal Mayhem 2025 (SF, FM2) (oldest map pooled!)
xaev - toby fox discovers the hyperpop soundfont [andrei has extra determination ig idfk they never played undertale b4] on Bunderländer Battle 2026 (F, FM1)
System Of A Down - Vicinity of Obscenity [ANDREI Mix] on Quag's Low AR Tournament III (GF, Slot 6)
Susumu Hirasawa - Niwashi KING [Insane] on Laika's 2025 Minor League (GF, DT4)
KAKU P-MODEL - Big Brother [MiX] on ENTER YOUR TEXT TOURNAMENT (Qualifiers, HR2)

People
Mentions ❤️
Here are mentions from friends of mine. I'm not quite sure if I want to make an 2023 version. Never did any of these again lol
These are somewhat personal, but open for everybody to see.. Especially for the people mentioned!

If we know us for a while but you weren't mentioned, don't think that I hate you or something. I included people I've did many things throughout the years and am very happy to know.


2020 Mentions
2021 Mentions

they’re sorta cringe reading them nowadays but i truly meant it! i was also 15/16 years old when writing these documents.

Mutual List! ❤️
If you wanna have a mutual with me, just pm me and I'll add you!
(and for those who added me please tell me!! Literally searching for a while with no success..)
Friend list as of 08/11/2025


i love everyone of them ❤️

Inspirations ❤️
Here are some players, that you might know, who really inspired me on my playstyle I have today. I still look up to them (as a player) and I'm very thankful for that.
I'll also mention german players that I respect alot for their own playstyle.

-GN
WubWoofWolf
Maxe191
Rucker
chicken_10
SapphireGhost
WillCookie
NO37
vin
idke
CookEasy
Neruell

Falco
ShadowSoul
Shiox
-mira
TheWaterBottle
WiMpN
aahoff
Merucy
Cyanogenoid
Juharo
8 ]
viiolet_wasp
stellasu

Personal
Goals
Current Goals I want to achieve:
newest goals as of 09.08.22
[] Reach Level 101 / 10/22/22
[X] Reach Level 102 / -
[X] Reach 1000 S and Silver S ranks / -
[X] Reach 1000 SS and Silver SS ranks / -
[] Reach 235 Medals / 09/24/22
[] 500 Difficulties Mapped / 09/30/22 (map)
[] 150 Mapsets uploaded / 09/14/22 (map)
[] 200 Mapsets uploaded / 09/16/23 (map)
[?] getting somewhat known for my maps
[?] quit mapping
[] quit game

newest goals as of 09.10.22
[] Reach 40 bil. Ranked Score / ~09/2024
[] "90% Medal Club" - 261 Medals / 04/02/23

newest goals as of 09.21.22
[] 750 Difficulties Mapped / 06/30/2025 ((prob on this diff i've lost count LMAO)
[X] 1000 Difficulties Mapped / -
[] 9000pp / 10/18/23

newest goals as of 09/14/23
[] Kirby Mutual
[] 1x Ranked Map (or GD) / 08/03/2024
[] 250 Submitted Mapsets / 01/07/2025 (map)

newest goals as of 10/26/24
[] Ranking 10 GDs / 06/26/2025 (map)
[] Ranking 6 Mapsets / 10/27/2025 (map)
[] 300 Submitted Mapsets / 03/21/2026 (map)
[] OWC Custom Map / 10/19/2025 (map)
[X] HD SS Chocobo / -
[X] Haya Saitama2000 FC / -

newest goals as of 12/31/24
[] Kirby Mix Styled GD/Diff Ranked / 06/26/2025 (map)
[] Rank a set with atleast more than 2+ gds / 27/10/2025 (map)
[] Trailblazer Badge / 11/07/2025 (lol?)
[] MPG 100+ Points (Badge) / 10/12/2025
[X] 95% Medal Club / -
[] 100 Mapping Subscribers / 07/23/2025 (100th sub)

newest goals as of 06/16/25
[X] Finally getting good at mapping / -
[X] Winning a mapping contest / -
[?] Getting known for my maps
[X] Mapping a FA Showcase map / -

Mindset
A positive mindset is key to success and improvement.
It was always a battle for myself to improve at my mindset at all! I've always wanted to only FC and get perfect scores, but we ain't perfect. And this is what lead to not improving at all: complaining myself for things I couldn't do at that time.

The best thing to get better is to just play and have fun. It's easier said than done but its doable. I'm nowadays not playing for perfection and this alone gives so much to the improvement stage and leads to much more fun in the game!


words?
some words i guess (this box gets updated once in a while)

I'm currently very happy on how things go regarding mapping. It's motivating me a lot that more people get to know my maps and that other good/respected mappers see my work and respect me for it. It means a lot to me!

This has been something I've been striving for since the beginning. I never pushed myself enough but this was due to my very bad confidence and overall depression I had during the majority of my mapping "career" - I'm doing sorta better, it's still very rough on some days. Either way, my 2021-me would've never believed where he would be in the future. These were the days where I couldn't imagine a future (and was quite frightened of aswell).

I think I can never stop saying this, but I'm just eternally thank you to everyone who helped on where I am nowadays.. even if I never delivered anything positive or something to improve anything.

I hope I can try to push my mapping goals more and get more recognized. I may want to start helping others more but I'm really bad at both explaining and argumenting about stuff - The worst advice you could get basically.

My goals are to push as many gds as possible, aswell as ranking sets of my most favourite songs and songs from older maps some people still remember from. My endgoal would be to win a mapping competition, but I won't see this one coming ever hahaha.
Beatmap Recaps
Here are my yearly beatmapping recaps and some statistics regarding my mapping input + mentions of my personal favorite maps of mine.

Beatmap Recap 2025

Information/Contact
The best way to contact me at all is via osu dm's, I will check your messages if you have any. I'll be happy to chat a little :-)

if you’re not a mutual or if we never talked before:
please don’t dm me maps to mod/get my opinion/etc - i 99.99% don’t have the time and/or mood for it, sorry :(

also don’t invite to any multi lobbies because i rarely play multiplayer.


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Medals

Recent Medals
CycloneUp To ElevenFading ReflectionWaning MemoryHamster WheelHotshotCourier CatapultWeather ReverieAberrationLord of the Catch
Rarest Medal (0.00%)
Not Bluffing
Show All
325 / 352
Beatmap Challenge Packs
7 / 7
Camellia IIMappers' Guild Pack VIIMappers' Guild Pack VIIIMappers' Guild Pack IXMUZZ PackAriabl'eyeS PackUSAO Pack
Beatmap Packs
75 / 80
Video Game Pack vol.1Rhythm Game Pack vol.1Internet! Pack vol.1Anime Pack vol.1Video Game Pack vol.2Anime Pack vol.2Video Game Pack vol.3Internet! Pack vol.2Rhythm Game Pack vol.2Anime Pack vol.3Rhythm Game Pack vol.3Internet! Pack vol.3Anime Pack vol.4Rhythm Game Pack vol.4Internet! Pack vol.4Video Game Pack vol.4MOtOLOiDMappers' Guild Pack ICrankyMappers' Guild Pack IIHigh Tea MusicCulprateHyuNImperial Circus Dead DecadencetieffMappers' Guild Pack IIIMappers' Guild Pack IVAfterpartyBen BriggsCarpool TunnelCreocYsmixFractal DreamersLukHash*namirinonumiThe FlashbulbUndead CorporationWisp XCamellia ICelldwellerCranky IICute Anime GirlsELFENSJoNHyper PotionsKola KidLeaFPanda EyesPUPRicky MontgomeryRinS3RLSound SoulerTeminiteVINXISMappers' Guild Pack VMappers' Guild Pack VITouhou Packginkiha PackVocaloid PackMaduk PackAitsuki Nakuru PackOmoi PackChill PackRohi PackDrum & Bass PackProject Loved: Winter 2021Project Loved: Spring 2022Project Loved: Summer 2022Project Loved: Autumn 2022Project Loved: Winter 2022Project Loved: Spring 2023Project Loved: Summer 2023in love with a ghostProject Loved: Best of 2024Project Loved: Best of 2025Mili Pack4K Globetrotter7K World Cup AnthologyChroma Pack
Beatmap Spotlights
22 / 22
January/February 2017 SpotlightMarch 2017 SpotlightApril 2017 SpotlightMay 2017 SpotlightJune 2017 SpotlightJuly 2017 SpotlightAugust 2017 SpotlightSeptember 2017 SpotlightOctober 2017 SpotlightNovember 2017 SpotlightDecember 2017 SpotlightJanuary 2018 SpotlightFebruary 2018 SpotlightMarch 2018 SpotlightApril 2018 SpotlightSummer 2018 Beatmap SpotlightsFall 2018 Beatmap SpotlightsWinter 2019 Beatmap SpotlightsSpring 2019 Beatmap SpotlightsSummer 2019 Beatmap SpotlightsAutumn 2019 Beatmap SpotlightsWinter 2020 Beatmap Spotlights
Hush-Hush
69 / 70
Don't let the bunny distract you!S-RankerMost ImprovedNon-stop DancerConsolation PrizeChallenge AcceptedStumblerJackpotQuick DrawObsessedNonstopJack of All TradesTwin PerspectivesTime DilationAfterimageTo The CorePreparedEclipseReckless AbandonTunnel VisionBehold No DeceptionLights OutCamera ShyThe Sum Of All FearsDekasightHour Before The DawnSlow And SteadyNo Time To SpareSognareRealtor ExtraordinaireMeticulousInfinitesimalEquilibriumImpeccableAeonQuick MathsKaleidoscopeValedictionTen To OneExquisitePersistence Is KeyMad ScientistTribulationRight On TimeReplicaAll GoodIn MemoriamSanguineNot AgainDeliberationWhen You See ItTime SinkYou're Here ForeverHospitalityTrue NorthSuperfanResurgenceClarityAutocreationFestive FeverValue Your IdentityDexterityDeciduous ArboristBy The Skin Of The TeethInfectious EnthusiasmMeticulous MayhemWeather ReverieHotshotHamster WheelCourier Catapult
Hush-Hush (Expert)
60 / 64
PerseveranceFeel The BurnJust One SecondUp For The ChallengeUnstoppableIs This Real Life?RealitätOur Mechanical BenefactorsElite50/50Thrill of the ChaseThe Girl in the ForestYou Can't HideTrue TormentThe Firmament MovesToo Fast, Too FuriousFeelin' ItOverconfidentSpookedSkylordB-RaveAny%MirageUnder The StarsSenselessUpon The WindVantageEfflorescenceInundateNot BluffingEureka!RegicidePermadeathThe Future Is NowNatural 20AHAHAHAHADead CenterFinal BossBeast ModeLightlessMortal CoilsDark FamiliarityCreator's GambitUnseen HeightsAstronomicIron WillStar PowerBanana RepublicCausalityAbrogationInternmentAnabasisLiteralHybrid HyperionDivination BreakUnwiltedPioneerOvercooked?CandescenceThe Strongest Ice FairyUp To ElevenWaning MemoryFading ReflectionStargazer
Mod Introduction
13 / 13
FinalityPerfectionistRock Around The ClockTime And A HalfSweet Rave PartyBlindsightAre You Afraid Of The Dark?Dial It Right BackRisk AverseSlowboatBurned OutGear ShiftGame Night
Skill & Dedication
79 / 96
Catch 20,000 fruitsCatch 200,000 fruitsCatch 2,000,000 fruitsA Slice Of LifeDashing Ever ForwardZesty DispositionHyperdash ON!It's Raining FruitFruit NinjaDreamcatcherLord of the CatchSweet And SourReaching The CoreClean PlatterBetween The RainAddictedQuickeningSupersonicDashing ScarletCatch 20,000,000 fruits40,000 Keys400,000 Keys4,000,000 KeysFirst StepsNo Normal PlayerImpulse DriveHyperspeedEver OnwardsAnother SurpassedExtra CreditManiacKeystruckKeying InHyperflowBreakthroughEverything ExtraLevel BreakerStep UpBehind The Veil40,000,000 Keys500 Combo750 Combo1,000 Combo2,000 Combo5,000 Plays15,000 Plays25,000 Plays50,000 PlaysRising StarConstellation PrizeBuilding ConfidenceInsanity ApproachesThese Clarion SkiesAbove and BeyondSupremacyAbsolutionTotalityBusiness As UsualBuilding SteamMoving ForwardParadigm ShiftEvent HorizonChosenPhantasmUnfathomableCyclone30,000 Drum Hits300,000 Drum Hits3,000,000 Drum HitsI Can See The TopThe Gradual RiseScaling UpApproaching The SummitAnguish QuelledNever Give UpAberrationMy First DonKatsu Katsu KatsuNot Even TryingFace Your DemonsThe Demon WithinDrumbreakerThe GodfatherRhythm IncarnateKeeping TimeTo Your Own BeatBig DrumsAdversity OvercomeDemonslayerRhythm's CallTime EverlastingThe Drummer's Throne30,000,000 Drum HitsDaily SproutWeekly SaplingMonthly Shrub