| Ranked Score: | 253,065,144 | |
| Play Count: | 5,029 | |
| Play Time: | 80h | |
| Max Combo: | 1,217x | |
| Total Hits: | 1,224,926 | |
| Hits x Play: | 244 | |
| Replays Watched: | 3 |
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i'm so tired
i don't enjoy living at all
but i'm always trying my best
History
About
This is my ranting area. Things have not gone my way for a long time, so I needed somewhere to vent.
The osu! community is at its lowest for years. 2018 was bad but the past few have been embarrassingly unacceptable. 2024 is definitely a huge low point of the game. It's so embarrassing. Thankfully locally things are way better, but publicly, there's no shame left.
If I try my best, I can be almost mediocre.
I've lost my happiness. I know you don't care. It's not your problem, it's mine. I don't think it will be fixed, and all I can do is manage it.
2022 was a bad year. 2023 was worse. 2024 was going to be relieving but anything I gained from this year was taken away from me ten-fold and I'm just so tired. I am not happy. 2025 I am just so sick of myself.
Current status:
Do not buy the Glorious Model O- Mouse. It's has one of the most inaccurate sensors to exist. It's also the only mouse small enough to fit in my hands, so I'm stuck with it.
Laptop screen freezes about every 5-15 seconds. New laptop kinda cool. Learned that you cannot have a screen with 60hz and another with 144hz and expect it to be smooth.
I don't like the wooting, I like whatever Gateron numpad I got. Feels nicer.
But hey, I still gotalmost 8k Almost 9k 10k pp with all this
May 6, 2021. Got a new laptop. Feels kinda cool.
720 (400*1.8sens) Amazing, I went from 780 to 720 to 680DPI so fast.
Screen resolution :1152x864 windows laptop now 1024x768
Equipment:
Mouse. Aorus M4 mouse. Something I won at UC Riverside. It's heavy and I like it.
Keyboard: A Gateron numpad
Mousepad: Steelseries thingy
PP hits:
First 300pp HR June 3, 2017 (303pp) ss/8256744
First 350pp HDDT June June 24, 2017 (366pp)
Aug. 5, 2017: (in pp+) Reached 8kpp
May 22, 2025: Hey look I got 11k pp again after losing from the rework
Highest PP:
Best Friends HDDT June 24, 2017 (366pp)
Best Friends HDDT July 16, 2017 (426pp) (before last jumps I was at 2x100)
Re-re-re-re-re-rejoined the top 2K with... what could have been 400pp...
Taiko:
Top 6k 12/23/2017
3kpp 12/24/2017
CTB:
Top 5k 12/30/2017
Top 4k 1/13/2018
Top 2.5k 4/8/19
2kpp 1/11/2018
163pp Despacito 3/3/2018

46 new top plays in 2025 please.
Currently: 2/46
scores/4704614405 Apr 18 (It's a start) [583.658]
scores/4910491981 May 27 (1-3xmiss galore could have been 600?) [594.861]
The osu! community is at its lowest for years. 2018 was bad but the past few have been embarrassingly unacceptable. 2024 is definitely a huge low point of the game. It's so embarrassing. Thankfully locally things are way better, but publicly, there's no shame left.
If I try my best, I can be almost mediocre.
I've lost my happiness. I know you don't care. It's not your problem, it's mine. I don't think it will be fixed, and all I can do is manage it.
2022 was a bad year. 2023 was worse. 2024 was going to be relieving but anything I gained from this year was taken away from me ten-fold and I'm just so tired. I am not happy. 2025 I am just so sick of myself.
Current status:
Do not buy the Glorious Model O- Mouse. It's has one of the most inaccurate sensors to exist. It's also the only mouse small enough to fit in my hands, so I'm stuck with it.
I don't like the wooting, I like whatever Gateron numpad I got. Feels nicer.
But hey, I still got
May 6, 2021. Got a new laptop. Feels kinda cool.
Cool people
You.
Dislikes
MY AIM.
Complicated patterns on the bottom of the screen where I can't reach
Unnecessarily huge jumps.
My right hand. I'm left handed, so my right hand is basically disabled.
HD+HR together. It takes my bad aim of HR and I can't see anything of HD put together.
Cucumbers
Celery
Greedy people
Stale rice
Me
Complicated patterns on the bottom of the screen where I can't reach
Unnecessarily huge jumps.
My right hand. I'm left handed, so my right hand is basically disabled.
HD+HR together. It takes my bad aim of HR and I can't see anything of HD put together.
Cucumbers
Celery
Greedy people
Stale rice
Me
Before June 16
Start: 5677pp 
July 12, 2016: Reached 6kpp!
July 12, 2016: Reached 6kpp!
Playstyle
DPI: Mainly M1 for single-taps. Z and X for streaming.
Z is actually K2 because my middle finger is dominant, and I do not want to overlap M1 and K1 since they can block each other, so I made Z K2.
Z is actually K2 because my middle finger is dominant, and I do not want to overlap M1 and K1 since they can block each other, so I made Z K2.
Screen resolution :
Equipment:
Mouse. Aorus M4 mouse. Something I won at UC Riverside. It's heavy and I like it.
Keyboard: A Gateron numpad
Mousepad: Steelseries thingy
PP hits:
First 300pp HR June 3, 2017 (303pp) ss/8256744
First 350pp HDDT June June 24, 2017 (366pp)
Aug. 5, 2017: (in pp+) Reached 8kpp
May 22, 2025: Hey look I got 11k pp again after losing from the rework
Highest PP:
Best Friends HDDT June 24, 2017 (366pp)
Best Friends HDDT July 16, 2017 (426pp) (before last jumps I was at 2x100)
Re-re-re-re-re-rejoined the top 2K with... what could have been 400pp...
Taiko:
Top 6k 12/23/2017
3kpp 12/24/2017
CTB:
Top 5k 12/30/2017
Top 4k 1/13/2018
Top 2.5k 4/8/19
2kpp 1/11/2018
163pp Despacito 3/3/2018
46 new top plays in 2025 please.
Currently: 2/46
scores/4704614405 Apr 18 (It's a start) [583.658]
scores/4910491981 May 27 (1-3xmiss galore could have been 600?) [594.861]



























































































































































































































































































































































