You have been stuck here for years and time will still keep moving on, but what did not change was that you always gave your best, even if you don't improve as fast as the others, even if you dont improve at all, even if you get worse day by day, this game has truly made you happy over the years, playing tourneys, joining communities and getting to know cool people that you aspire to be. You don't need to forget about grinding, about getting pp, it is a form of self satisfaction too, but do never forget, Osu! is the game that has followed you in the good and bad moments in your life till today.