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CS undergrad

https://btmxh.github.io/blog/

History

About

filthy aimslop farmer, CS grad and female-cast anime enjoyer

stream alice (wait grow embrace just dropped and its peak stream that too)

(disclaimer: ive been quite mentally unstable for the past at least one year, im sorry for everything)

i mainly play aim maps, map shitty aim maps (with some sprinkles of awkward streams). main skillset is hdhr aimslop but im grinding hddt aim since playing dt has been my dream since 2019 or something

my lifetime dream is to help other people in my communities, but atp i dont think i have the skills to do so + im extremely social awkward so rip. my goat is https://osu.ppy.sh/users/16832889, who can do both unlike me

cs interests: graphics programming, low level system programming (basically anything involving system langs), tho the job market seems to push me towards ai which i somewhat dislike

music preference: basically jp music 2010-2015 was peak, newer songs are good but imo pre-2015 songs still negdiff that tho. songs too old (before 2010) seems to not be my cup of tea

feel free to message me if you want to talk or something (pls im desperate for social connections)

ramblings of a mentally unstable person

ideologies rant, skip this pls if uninterested

i like "shitpost-case" (full lowercase text, minimal punctuation like '), since its the most casual format for texting. i dont like how rigid and corporate-y things are when you use proper casing
i dont care about my nationality (if i speak more on this i am in big trouble), so take that as you will
the way i perceive anime and media in general is somewhat different than others, since i always tends to "self-insert" and "reinterpret" the original work's meaning. basically it makes my preference a rng-based game.

anime list

as i explained, i dont watch anime for the intended purpose, but rather reinterpreting the show's meanings. here are the top 5 shows and my "reinterpretations":

BanG Dream! Ave Mujica: good writing, the anime. not as good as MyGO, but they had better timings (since i watch MyGO quite unseriously and basically missed out on the fine details). this is one of the rare anime that my opinions is somewhat in line with what other thinks.
Clannad: After Story: cry abusing anime, nothing much to write home about. again, this is another rare anime that i share the same views with others.
Re:Stage! Dream Days♪: the goat of abusing obscurity. the anime and the franchise have nothing special, but back then, i wanted to push this and sb69 to become the next love live and they succeeded (fun fact: i was kinda disappointed because owc 2021 grand finals results so that kinda transferred to the success of this show). after that, "obscure idol anime" became a huge trend and this show massively benefitted from it.
Love Live! Nijigasaki Gakuen School Idol Doukoukai: the de facto goat of anime. i watched this show while falling somewhat in love with Ayumu Uehara, and the journey of watching this 12-episode anime leads to the most fulfilling 3 months of my life. even until now, i am still searching for that past glory.
Kimi no Na wa.: i used to hate this because it was overrated compared to my first anime (koe no katachi), but it was properly rewatched in 2024 and become immensely popular for me lol

(may update this but im lazy af...)

personal creative endeavors

to cope with my current depressing af life, im doing a lot of "creative things"

rewriting lyrics of songs i like to portray my life and releasing "cover albums" under the self-made circle "ctb girls' dorm" (reference to the hanayori vtuber group and my high school)
writing a (extremely amateurish) fanfic novel of watashi, idol sengen based on personal experience