I'm glad to see THMC finishes sucessfully, finally we made it! Great thanks to everyone whoever helped, whoever engaged, whoever suggested, and whoever witnessed.

It's a really colorful community, I learnt a lot. Although i have to suffer from choices in balance with game and irl, and i have to lose many thing from irl. There's many things cant be learnt from books, courses and exams, isnt it?
Anyways and finally, i got it, from almost 6 years of mapping and tourney engaging, i got at least something in return. From learning and making packs, with questions on popularity, then got known to tournaments, got lvd and bsc, got mwc mapper, and finally, being able to run a mass event. Although i still have many things to obtain, i still want to obtain, i dont want to exhaust anymore, beacuse it's impossible unless these two things:
I guess many of you already know, as a tourney runner/pooler/mapper, my skill is relatively low. From countless experiments, theories, evidence, it should be a common sense that, skill issue wont limit, but it does. Not to mention there's still biase, but at least for the playtesting scene, you just cannot play lategame if you are not skilled. Hence, playing, making skill better, is something i have to do, to obtain. I was setting plan to get gamma/tachyon for this year and finally being able to play mwc gf maps, but the fact is that, from 3 month of playing, there's still no great progress. Plus irl stuff is getting more and more severe. If i cannot got a job, got a place to live after june gradulation, that means i cannot play anymore. So, for me, until i can play mwc gf maps on 900k score, my tournament journey, ends.
When it comes to irl, another big issue comes, finance. As a mapper, as a person who seldom engaging with various community issues, it's impossible to let ppl just donate me money. Well, tbh im almost used to be "unknown"". So if i cannot let ppl donate, i have to pay everything on my own. As everyone expect what a mass event should be, we should have 10 custom songs, full design, illusions, videos, etc. It's just a great number. You probably thinks of letting sponsors in, then it comes to the first situation, how i can obtain popularity to make it run? Plus sponsor just cannot be everything. If i cannot have a job, i can get zero money. So, until i have enough money for a next time, this is the final tourney run by me.
Then, why not just find a place where dont need certain play skills, dont need mass investing?

Just like a mass exam, when you finished the final subject paper, no matter what grade you are, no matter it got tribadged or not, it's time to start a new page, a new adventure.
From now on, i will be more of a mapper, a pure simple mapper, with no more mappool/pattern requirements, with no more obsession on this game, with my own story.
Meanwhile, i'll just simply share you with every idea from what i witnessed these years, what a mapper finally will be, what a tourney finally will be, and finally what us finally will be.

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