upcoming rework is an absolute joke and all my maps are getting nerfed to oblivion
i've almost lost complete motivation to map/gd/hs anything at the moment because any map i make will not be worth anything valuable to me pp wise
it sucks that i say this because my maps are something i should be proud of and not just an incentive to gain pp but its just how i feel rn
at the end of the day im just honestly skill issued and cant really get good scores on anything that actually deserves the difficulty it gets (guess this is what not playing for a whole year gets you Lol.)
for any mapper: please dont request any gd or hitsounds (unless song is heat) for now atleast ,, i will finish anything that i already have to do and then Become A Lone Wolf afterwards or maybe just take a break who knows

there is a special type of love that i have for this game, having played it for 6+ years at this point and been mapping for at least 5 years there are maps that i am genuinely proud of and are happy to see ranked or at least wanna try to rank them. until the rework comes out i am not sure how i can continue to work on any maps knowing they will be nerfed to the ground and quite frankly inaccurate to its star rating and difficulty in general. i know my maps well and i know that beyond the aexis is not a 6* come on now lmfao. i may map farm but that just seems incorrect.

ALSO im a (1) year younger than ive been saying lol btw
see you soon
sorry