As for mapping, I just hve some sudden passion. Maybe I'll map many charts during just a few days, or maybe I won't open the editor for months.
我是三分钟热度的人，也许我能几天之内一口气塞出好多图来，又也许我几个星期都不愿点开editor一下。

I like mapping, but I don't have so much experience and talent. There are many map ideas and projects (I know most of them aren't so good tbh) crossing my mind, but just few of them can come true (and actually can't always be consistent with my first thought).
我喜欢写图，但天赋和经验都有限。写图方面我经常会有很多想法（说实话，其中的烂活确实是不少），但只有很少一部分能落地（而且未必能如我所愿的那样）。

Mostly I map 4k rices, but I'm also learning LN mapping and other keymodes.
我一般写4k米图，但也在学习其他的key数和写面。

I think most people know my maps from my Zeta and Eta Dans. However, I don't have any plans to map similar things in the future (at least I think so now). It's wise to let it come to an end when it still seems good.
我想大部分人应该都是从我自制的Zeta和Eta段位了解的我，但至少我目前没有任何再写类似东西的计划。趁一切还好，不如就此收手。

If you want to use my map in tournaments (will there really be one?), just pm me is ok, and u don't need to wait for permission reply. If you need minor edits, rates or something else for them, u can also tell me and I'll try to do what I can. (but of course u can do it yourself)
如果你需要在比赛中使用我的图（真的会有吗……），直接发消息告诉我即可，不用专门等待许可回复。如果你需要一些简单修改，加倍速或是其他小修小补，也可以联系我，我会尽量提供帮助。（你自己搞当然也行）

I don't want to be active as a player any more. This doesn't mean I won't play any maps from now on, but I won't try everything to reach higher Dans or obtain higher PP, or just become more skilled like before.
我不打算继续以玩家身份活跃下去。这并不是说我以后就一张图不打；但我不会再像以前一样，嗯刷段位或是嗯刷PP，或单纯只是让自己更强。

Some great and sudden accident happened on me a while ago, which made me have no spare to play this game in a long time. Actually, even though this all hadn't happened, I still have more and more things to do in real life. Also, there are too many other games to play, instead of only OSU!. After reviewing these all, I found I'm gradually losing interest on this game.
前些时间我的生活发生了很大的变故，这使我在很长一段时间都没时间打开这个游戏。事实上，即使没有这回事，现实生活中的事情也越来越多；况且，游戏也不止粉饼一个，还有其他很多。总之，在重新审视这一切之后，我发现我似乎正在渐渐对这个游戏失去兴趣。

However, I'm still reluctant to leave, forsaking thousands of hours of memories in it. So, I'm not going to uninstall this game, perhaps someday I'll regain some interest, play some maps, and try to find the enjoyment when I first played it. But whatever, I won't, and can't play OSU! like how it was in the past three and a half years. Something has forever gone.
但是我并不想就此放下数以千计小时的回忆，直接离开。所以，我不打算直接卸载，也许某一天我会提起兴趣，打一些歌，试着找回刚下游戏时的快乐。但无论如何，不可能再像过去三年半那样了：回不去了。

Also, I have other things to do. I still want to map, to communicate with other players, to do what I can to this community. This is the duty for a [GB] player. (I mean community stuffs here, not mapping. To learn more about [GB] clan, please go to the captain, [GB]yobrevelc 's profile)
况且，我还可以做其他事情。我仍然想写图、想和其他玩家交流、想为这个社群做些别的。毕竟，这是[GB]成员应做的一些事。（指建设社区环境。如果想了解更多有关[GB]的事情，详见金宝 [GB]yobrevelc 的主页）

There will always be a day when one has to focus back on their real life issues, and this day has come for me. As you can see, occasionally playing some easy maps, mapping some charts, doing some staff things (but I feel kinda tired of this now)- this is how I play this game now. That's enough for me to enjoy the game.
对每个人而言，都总得有回归到现实生活之中的那一天，我也一样。正如你所见，偶尔打点儿歌，塞点屎，干一干staff（但也不太想干了） - 这就是我现在享受游戏的方式，这也足够了。

Recently I'm rethinking what I'm wanting and what I've done. I have to admit that being too utilitarian is not a good thing, especially when it can't match with one's own ability.
Be more partical, promise less, while doing more. Admonition to myself.
最近我一直在反思，我究竟想要什么，自己又付出了什么。不得不说，太功利并不是一件好事，尤其是野心和能力不匹配时。
脚踏实地，少说多做，以此自诫。

If I've offended you or made you unpleasant before, I apologize to you here for my childishness and irresponsibility that time.
如果我曾经冒犯过你或惹过你不愉快，我在此为当时的幼稚和不负责任致歉。