o/ - I don't know what to say
(4/2/2025) - MEXICAN CAT SAVED MY CAREERRRRRRRRRR 722PP WOOOOOOOOOOOOO
(4/3/2025) - Top 50 Philippines Achieved!
(4/7/2025) - This is getting ridiculous, my TOP 3 are SS'es
(5/12/2025) - aim feels so easy rn, also I got my 5th 600pp cuz of singletapping training

NO LONGER GRINDING FOR RANK/PP, COLLEGE HAS STARTED! + MONITOR BROKE
8/22/2025 Update: I now have a sayodevice, I wont be using it though because I'm more used to membrane and because of the situations above this
(9/27/2025) - I just found out that I've only enabled rapid trigger for my Z key, NO WONDER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM SO PISSED.
(10/21/2025) - Temporary break, will be back after finals
(10/31/2025) - Still taking a break, I'm suffering in college ;-;
(11/11/2025) - Back from finals, waiting for 2nd sem, in the meantime I'll farm/

500pp counter: 53
600pp counter: 13
700pp counter: 1

"Beware of the man who says they have 10 years experience, when in reality, they have 1 year's experience repeated 10 times."
-If this is sounding like you, here are some questions to guide you into improvement:

"Have you tried everything?"
-If the answer is yes, you're either blatantly lying and you know it, or you're not self-aware.
-If the answer is no, then find those things you've been holding back from REALLY trying out and do them. A common example of this are of Low Star Maps, Low AR Reading, EZ Mod, and AR11. Most people either do not really try these or play with it for a while and then decide it's not for them, if you find yourself doing this, it is the wrong approach.

If you really intend to improve, why not completely exhaust all of your options first before deciding that you can't?

"I don't know how to improve [x] skill!"
-Search how to improve your said skill, and follow those tips.
-Try not to fall into the trap of complacency, chances are that your aim (for example) that you're so proud of is actually the bottleneck. The most common bottleneck is reading. As I used to say (in multi lobbies); "It's always a goddamned reading issue ffs."

Thanks for snooping by!
I'm just an adult.

Time often isn't the answer. What it is; is the universal path to the solution.

My Card:

[bold]Offline scores in here will be replaced by official bancho/online scores if available/done[/bold]

Official:
First 100pp - Chasing You Down (I THINK, maybe)
First 200pp - Cut the Crap (probably, IDK ANYMORE) Probably Ai no Sukima +HD 1xmiss 98%~ if not this
First 300pp - Hitorigoto -TV MIX- [Insane] 99.55% FC +HDDT
First 400pp - Guinea Pig Bridge [Reform's Expert] 98.61% FC 212x +HDDT
First 500pp - Save (Encore) +HDDT
First 600pp - Time to Say Goodbye [Extra] +HDDT
First 700pp - El Sonidito x Athletic Theme (DitzyFlama Mashup) [Kuki's CHEESY ENCHILADAS] +HDDT

Offline:
First 50pp - Gravitiy Falls (offline score, power outage at the time but I remember it fondly)
First 200pp - SAVE Encore (offline score cuz of outage again LOL, I eventually did it tho but first 200 was something else)
First 600pp - SANTA SAN (the long ver on reform's extra, offline unfortunately)
First 700pp - Tsukinami (MCOSU, offline, this was pre-csr so I don't know if it counts)
First 800pp - Sunglow (I keep playing on MCOSU)
None:
First 1000pp - none

Short Term (hopefully):
- 600pp play
- reach 3 digit
- 8* fc medal (I still dont have a pfc on an 8* ;-;)

I'm Humanity [ATATCCGGG...] 699x (1208x) { 818 / 24 / 9 / 10 } A-Rank (AR0)
Catastrophe [Cataclysm] 806x (881x) { 529 / 26 / 0 / 0 } Sliver S-Rank (300BPM Long Bursts)
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