Hitting a peak rank within the top half of 4 digits (#3753), having scores that I'm proud of, skipping 400pp in 2022 on Save Me (as of the November 2025 rework), finally learning to read AR10(ish), becoming a leaderboard player with hundreds of visible scores, and maintaining my playstyle of sitting on my bed with the laptop on my knees (don't ever let your setup stop you from enjoying the game).
In particular: having a game that I could finally feel good at. Even if it was a massive distraction it still brought joy to me in a hard period of my childhood and I am thankful to everyone who introduced me to it (oei, Wieku) and the friends I made through it (the NY osu community). Thanks y'all.