I AM FREE!! I HATED THIS WITH PASSION BUT NOW I CAN PLAY NORMALLY AGAIN LET'S GOOOOO
If anyone ever tells you they like their 100% profile acc because of "the challenge" or anything like that, they are actually masochists and are subliminally begging for you to dominate them.

I spent months playing catch on and off, I could have spent a week or two of grind but the PF mod made playing really, REALLY frustrating. Thus, my skill never really improved because I rarely played; and when I did, I would quit after 1 SS or 2 because of how painful it was.
To attempt to quantify the pain of playing PF, I want you to imagine hiking in a straight line from the south of Portugal to eastern China. Now, after months of walking some random guy kicks you in the balls and you suddenly respawn at Portugal. Then repeating that for the rest of your life. That is the feeling playing PF gives.

After having SSs on the top 75 plays I decided to put an end to this misery and speedran the remaining 25 on one day. They had to have a minimum of 40pp, not a lot, but enough to make grinding 100 of them a pain and shitmissable for my level.
Then, after filling the whole 100 plays with SSs, my acc was finally 99.99%!!
what the fuck
why is it not 100%?????? I asked myself on the verge of crying
I went to osutrack and apparently it was 99.994%, so I decided to just screw it and stayed up until 2am getting plays. At around 110 SSs, it finally rounded up to 100% (although in osutrack it said 99.995%)

But
I felt nothing.
I had to put all that mental strength and I didn't even feel relief when achieving it
And like the innocent child I was, I called it a day and went to sleep not knowing how to feel
The next day, I was going to play some catch to celebrate and that is when it dawned on me
"if I score anything that is not an SS in my top plays, it will be all ruined"
I wasn't conquering the profile acc or my top plays
They were the ones with a chokehold on my will
100% acc is a prison, one where if you are too far in you are not going to be able to escape. After all, if you ruin it now it would have been all for nothing, right?

And so, I gave it a few days to reflect on it, every day the 100% glared at me with devil eyes, knowing he had complete control over my catch profile.
But, 4 days later, I managed to break free.

15/01/2024 I am free, 3 exact years after account creation NEVER FORGET

I AM FREEEEEEE

Tsukinami learned 100% in 01/01/2024 it's time
Stop underaiming the jumps
Please stop underaiming the jumps
I said stop underaiming the jumps you dingus
ahahahahahah you underaimed again
I DON'T WANT TO UNDERAIM ANYMORE AAAAAAAA
please please please please plas pel aeppe psplea psle pale sae plsla epeka epoaf ps o aek pelaese
lalala I underaiemeded alala la lala lalal wl
I did not play the map for a week and forgot half of it adsfjagfdkafgadfkjhadfgajdshfg 06/02/2024
02/04/2024 got 2 1.2k combo runs, I am really busy with uni so I keep forgetting how to play
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