| Ranked Score: | 10,755,117,327 | |
| Play Count: | 14,214 | |
| Play Time: | 324h | |
| Max Combo: | 1,919x | |
| Total Hits: | 4,198,883 | |
| Hits x Play: | 295 | |
| Replays Watched: | 25 |
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About
*.°(* 𝓦𝓔𝓛𝓒𝓞𝓜𝓔 (˶>ᴗ<˶)♡ *)°.*
Thanks for stopping by!
Feel free to look around and enjoy your stay.
↓ A little tour through my osu! corner ↓
Thanks for stopping by!
Feel free to look around and enjoy your stay.
↓ A little tour through my osu! corner ↓
✦ CURRENT STATUS ✦
What I'm playing, feeling, and working on right now.
✦ Activity: not really active lately
✦ Current loop: tapping → missing → quitting → coming back
✦ Playing in: osu!lazer
✦ Discord: saddymanu.
What I'm playing, feeling, and working on right now.
✦ Activity: not really active lately
✦ Current loop: tapping → missing → quitting → coming back
✦ Playing in: osu!lazer
✦ Discord: saddymanu.
✦ MY JOURNEY ✦
A small story about how I got into osu! and why I stayed.
This part is a bit longer, so I kept it inside a box.
Open it only if you want to read the lore. ♡
A small story about how I got into osu! and why I stayed.
This part is a bit longer, so I kept it inside a box.
Open it only if you want to read the lore. ♡
✧ Read my osu! journey ✧
✦ THE BEGINNING ✦
I started playing osu!stable on February 26th, 2021, at 1 PM UTC-4.
I already knew about the game before that, but that was the day I finally decided to give it a try. If I'm being honest, one of the main reasons I started playing osu! was because my PS4 had stopped working, and that was where I usually played most of my games.
Back then, I had always been more into consoles than PC gaming. On PC, I mostly played things like Minecraft and other simple games. It wasn't until around 2020 that I started playing the kind of games I would normally play on PS4.
✦ JUST CLICKING CIRCLES ✦
From the very beginning, I really liked the game. I loved the idea of listening to my favorite songs while clicking circles at the same time.
During my early days, most of what I did was search for songs I listened to in my daily life. I didn't really care if the map was ranked or not. I didn't care if it was well made or badly made either. I was just enjoying the music while playing.
And honestly, I stayed like that for around two years. I wasn't really aiming for anything. I wasn't trying to improve seriously or chase any specific goal. I was just playing for fun.
✦ LAZER CHANGED THINGS ✦
One day in 2023, I discovered osu!lazer, and I genuinely didn't expect that client to change the way I played.
When I moved to lazer, I think I had around 500-600pp or something like that. That was when I started actually wanting to improve. I began trying to get SS ranks, using mods, and learning more about the game.
I remember playing a lot of Double Time, obviously on easier maps that weren't too fast. Time kept passing, but I still wasn't playing that much. I would usually log in once a week or something like that.
✦ 2025: THE BIG PUSH ✦
Then February 2025 arrived.
That year became the year I played osu! the most so far, mostly because I met some people who inspired me to improve in general and play much more. I'll talk about them later in this profile.
In 2025, I went from around 1,000 plays to over 7,500+ plays, and from around 800pp+ to over 3,500pp+.
That was honestly insane to me.
✦ WHERE I AM NOW ✦
And that brings me to now.
I'm not playing as much as I did last year, but I'm still logging in pretty often and having fun like always.
At the end of the day, that's what osu! has always been for me:
music, memories, improvement, and clicking circles.
I started playing osu!stable on February 26th, 2021, at 1 PM UTC-4.
I already knew about the game before that, but that was the day I finally decided to give it a try. If I'm being honest, one of the main reasons I started playing osu! was because my PS4 had stopped working, and that was where I usually played most of my games.
Back then, I had always been more into consoles than PC gaming. On PC, I mostly played things like Minecraft and other simple games. It wasn't until around 2020 that I started playing the kind of games I would normally play on PS4.
✦ JUST CLICKING CIRCLES ✦
From the very beginning, I really liked the game. I loved the idea of listening to my favorite songs while clicking circles at the same time.
During my early days, most of what I did was search for songs I listened to in my daily life. I didn't really care if the map was ranked or not. I didn't care if it was well made or badly made either. I was just enjoying the music while playing.
And honestly, I stayed like that for around two years. I wasn't really aiming for anything. I wasn't trying to improve seriously or chase any specific goal. I was just playing for fun.
✦ LAZER CHANGED THINGS ✦
One day in 2023, I discovered osu!lazer, and I genuinely didn't expect that client to change the way I played.
When I moved to lazer, I think I had around 500-600pp or something like that. That was when I started actually wanting to improve. I began trying to get SS ranks, using mods, and learning more about the game.
I remember playing a lot of Double Time, obviously on easier maps that weren't too fast. Time kept passing, but I still wasn't playing that much. I would usually log in once a week or something like that.
✦ 2025: THE BIG PUSH ✦
Then February 2025 arrived.
That year became the year I played osu! the most so far, mostly because I met some people who inspired me to improve in general and play much more. I'll talk about them later in this profile.
In 2025, I went from around 1,000 plays to over 7,500+ plays, and from around 800pp+ to over 3,500pp+.
That was honestly insane to me.
✦ WHERE I AM NOW ✦
And that brings me to now.
I'm not playing as much as I did last year, but I'm still logging in pretty often and having fun like always.
At the end of the day, that's what osu! has always been for me:
music, memories, improvement, and clicking circles.
✦ PLAYSTYLE ✦
The way I enjoy the game, the maps I like, and the maps that destroy me.
✦ Main mode: osu!standard
✦ Favorite skillsets: I don't know... maybe jumps?
✦ I enjoy: lately I've been really enjoying 3-4 minute banger maps
✦ I suffer with: alternating clicks — I struggle with them a lot.
The way I enjoy the game, the maps I like, and the maps that destroy me.
✦ Main mode: osu!standard
✦ Favorite skillsets: I don't know... maybe jumps?
✦ I enjoy: lately I've been really enjoying 3-4 minute banger maps
✦ I suffer with: alternating clicks — I struggle with them a lot.
✦ SETUP ✦
Peripherals and PC specs behind the misses.
✦ Laptop / PC: Lenovo LOQ 15ARP9
✦ CPU: AMD Ryzen 5 7235HS
✦ GPU: GeForce RTX 4050
✦ RAM: 16GB
✦ Mouse: Glorious Model D Wired
✦ Keyboard: Redragon K617 Fizz
✦ Screen: MSI Optix G273QF
Peripherals and PC specs behind the misses.
✦ Laptop / PC: Lenovo LOQ 15ARP9
✦ CPU: AMD Ryzen 5 7235HS
✦ GPU: GeForce RTX 4050
✦ RAM: 16GB
✦ Mouse: Glorious Model D Wired
✦ Keyboard: Redragon K617 Fizz
✦ Screen: MSI Optix G273QF
✦ GOALS ✦
I don't really have fixed goals, but here are a few things I'd like to achieve.
✦200pp+ play — achieved!
✦ Reach 5 digits?
✦ Get a 300pp+ play?
✦ Become consistent with streams alternating clicks.
I don't really have fixed goals, but here are a few things I'd like to achieve.
✦
✦ Reach 5 digits?
✦ Get a 300pp+ play?
✦ Become consistent with streams alternating clicks.
✦ FELLAS ✦
These people make this game more fun.
Some of the people I enjoy seeing around in osu!.
The game feels a lot better with them here. ♡
These people make this game more fun.
Some of the people I enjoy seeing around in osu!.
The game feels a lot better with them here. ♡
✦ MENTIONS ✦
Some players leave a mark without even knowing it.
These are two players who inspired me in different ways
and helped shape the way I see osu! today.
Some players leave a mark without even knowing it.
These are two players who inspired me in different ways
and helped shape the way I see osu! today.
✦ T1MK1LL3R4LL ✦
T1MK1LL3R4LL
The guy who pushed me into aim slop and somehow made me improve.
It's kind of funny how we started playing osu! together.
One day, around February 2025, we were in a Discord call and he saw me playing osu!. Then he asked me if I wanted to play with him, and I said yes.
Literally the first map he picked was Can't Defeat Airman.
I was like: hell nah, this guy is trying to kill me, because back then I was barely playing 3 star maps, maybe 4 stars at most.
But yeah, he was the one who introduced me to the world of "Aim Slop", or those 30s-1m jump maps like PADORU / PADORU, Guinea Pig Bridge, and many more xd.
Thanks to him, I improved a lot at jumps and started playing osu! way more in general. He was the one who gave me that push to grind in 2025.
I really appreciate you, T1MK1LL3R4LL.
luv u guarrillo ♡
T1MK1LL3R4LL
The guy who pushed me into aim slop and somehow made me improve.
It's kind of funny how we started playing osu! together.
One day, around February 2025, we were in a Discord call and he saw me playing osu!. Then he asked me if I wanted to play with him, and I said yes.
Literally the first map he picked was Can't Defeat Airman.
I was like: hell nah, this guy is trying to kill me, because back then I was barely playing 3 star maps, maybe 4 stars at most.
But yeah, he was the one who introduced me to the world of "Aim Slop", or those 30s-1m jump maps like PADORU / PADORU, Guinea Pig Bridge, and many more xd.
Thanks to him, I improved a lot at jumps and started playing osu! way more in general. He was the one who gave me that push to grind in 2025.
I really appreciate you, T1MK1LL3R4LL.
luv u guarrillo ♡
✦ AukAssela ✦
AukAssela
The crazy German girl.
I met her thanks to T1MK1LL3R4LL.
One day, while I was playing with T1M, this person joined us. As soon as I checked her profile, I thought: another one who is going to make me suffer.
And yeah... I was right.
By that time, I had improved a little bit, but it still wasn't enough. They were picking maps that were way too hard for me, and I was just losing over and over again. I won't lie, it made me feel a little bad sometimes.
But thanks to her, I started improving enough to pass those typical 6★ maps, and even some 7★ maps. I even passed an 8★ map once... somehow.
Because of her, I also started enjoying longer maps a lot more. Maps that last more than 4 minutes, 5 minutes, 6 minutes, 7 minutes, and even 12 minutes.
Honestly, that's something I'll always appreciate, because she pulled me out of the 30s-1m map hole that T1M left me in xd.
One thing I learned from playing with her is that you can't know if you are able to pass a map unless you actually try it.
That's exactly how I managed to pass Echoes Of Memoria. I genuinely couldn't believe I passed that on my first try.
But in general, thank you for being there during my improvement. I really appreciate you, AukAssela.
I love u so much ♡
AukAssela
The crazy German girl.
I met her thanks to T1MK1LL3R4LL.
One day, while I was playing with T1M, this person joined us. As soon as I checked her profile, I thought: another one who is going to make me suffer.
And yeah... I was right.
By that time, I had improved a little bit, but it still wasn't enough. They were picking maps that were way too hard for me, and I was just losing over and over again. I won't lie, it made me feel a little bad sometimes.
But thanks to her, I started improving enough to pass those typical 6★ maps, and even some 7★ maps. I even passed an 8★ map once... somehow.
Because of her, I also started enjoying longer maps a lot more. Maps that last more than 4 minutes, 5 minutes, 6 minutes, 7 minutes, and even 12 minutes.
Honestly, that's something I'll always appreciate, because she pulled me out of the 30s-1m map hole that T1M left me in xd.
One thing I learned from playing with her is that you can't know if you are able to pass a map unless you actually try it.
That's exactly how I managed to pass Echoes Of Memoria. I genuinely couldn't believe I passed that on my first try.
But in general, thank you for being there during my improvement. I really appreciate you, AukAssela.
I love u so much ♡
✦ OSU! COMPARISON ✦
An app I work on whenever I have time... or when I'm bored.
It can compare up to 4 players and includes several features to make the experience more useful and fun.
A small preview of how the 4-player comparison looks.
Feel free to check the page if you want.
✦ Access it here!
The app is deployed on Render's free tier, so if you see it waking up from hibernation, that's normal. Just wait a bit and you should be able to access it.
An app I work on whenever I have time... or when I'm bored.
It can compare up to 4 players and includes several features to make the experience more useful and fun.
A small preview of how the 4-player comparison looks.
Feel free to check the page if you want.
✦ Access it here!
The app is deployed on Render's free tier, so if you see it waking up from hibernation, that's normal. Just wait a bit and you should be able to access it.
✦ FAREWELL ✦
I made this with a lot of love and excitement.
Hope you enjoyed your stay.
I hope you come back again.
If you want to be mutuals, feel free to message me! ♡
I made this with a lot of love and excitement.
Hope you enjoyed your stay.
I hope you come back again.
If you want to be mutuals, feel free to message me! ♡
✦ OLD ARCHIVES ✦
Old collabs, memories, and random stuff from the past.
Things I still want to keep here,
but not necessarily show all the time.
Old collabs, memories, and random stuff from the past.
Things I still want to keep here,
but not necessarily show all the time.
Year
Summary
Scores
Collections
Most Played
Beatmaps
Medals
Recent Medals
Rarest Medal (0.00%)
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61 / 352
Show All
Show Less
Beatmap Challenge Packs
0 / 7
Beatmap Packs
0 / 80
Beatmap Spotlights
0 / 22
Hush-Hush
17 / 70
Hush-Hush (Expert)
6 / 64
Mod Introduction
11 / 13
Skill & Dedication
27 / 96
