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Performance:
5,564pp
Accuracy:
96.51%
Medals:
105
Ranked Score:561,250,578
Play Count:9,605
Play Time:204h
Max Combo:2,215x
Total Hits:3,873,646
Hits x Play:403
Replays Watched:7
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My close friends
Being useless xd

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About

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Also play saido's Destin Victorica ! !
UPD: IT'S NOW RANKED

UPD2: HE MADE IT TO THE OWC2025 GS MAPPOOL
Pt.2 - More Hayakore Tatsumi

Was falsely restricted 27.11.25 - 02.02.26 for „account sharing” (played on my friend's pc)


Previous collabs!
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Everyone held the collab from 13.05.25 till 20.06.25 (longest consecutive time of all previous) <3

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Main info about me
Statuses on gamemodes activity:
Standard: Quit? | Taiko: Active. | Mania: Semi-active. | Catch: Semi-active.
Standard mapping: Active. | Taiko mapping: Learning.

osu! Standard Playstyle:
Main mods: NM and (HD)HR (HD only player in the past, bad in DT even nowadays)
Skillsets: alternate, accuracy, consistency aim, low bpm streams (≤200) and fingercontrol.
Update from 25.09.24: switched to full area.

Standard: DF
Taiko: SDKL (Playstyle = DDKK)
Mania: AS ;' (4K) / QWE Space P{} (7K)
Catch: [] + Tab / Movement & Dash

I really enjoy just playing something not too generic. I love maps with tech, gimmick and reading skillsets being used alongside with raw aim maps and consistency.

Quitted osu!mania on reason that from 5* diffs I start to feel dizzy and my vision becomes blurred. This effect is present for me at any VSRG I've tried, so, unluckily stuck to standard only.
upd: Maybe issue lies somewhere else, playing Quaver goes fine for now.
upd2: We're back. Somewhat tech & jack maining, streams are pain but I'll get there, trust.

Main skin: some yugen skin edit that was also modified by me.
Taiko skin: a merge of some mona and shinchiku skin lol
Mania skin: idk, just random circles skin, can't play with arrows and bars.
Catch skin: idk how do people play with literal fruits so I'm just using an NSO-style skin with simplified circle-objects.

About mapping: simply trying to get better at it, mapping mostly what I play best - consistency, sometimes I try tech and gimmick.

I'M NEVER GOING TO MAP CUT VERSIONS/TV SIZE SONGS.

Just my own rule, no hate really. I might be very slow at mapping but I want to always deliver a full song map.

Count of miserable fails to try myself in tournaments: 6.
Passed qualifications: 0.

Last update from: 28.4.25


Communication:
Main languages are EN/RU but you can also try to use DE/JP.
I'm quite inactive in terms of communication but I'd not be really confused or scared if someone dms me. Just don't text me any spam, scam, hate speech and other nonsense. Be cute and sane, help this game beat the allegations for God's sake.

Setup
1st Monitor: AOC 24G2W1G3 23.8'' 165Hz
2nd Monitor: Acer G226HQL 60Hz
Mouse: no idea, someone gave me it long ago
Headset: AKG K-712
Mic: Fifine K651
Tablet: Wacom PTH-651 | 223.52x125.73 mm (basically full area with a slight adjustment to match screen's resolution ratio)
Old tablet: XP-Pen CT 1060 | Area: 254.505x143.155 mm

Keyboards:
- HyperX Alloy Origins | Switches: Red Cherry
- Aula Win60HE Max | Switches: no clue, honestly. | RT Settings: 0.6 mm Trigger & 0.8 mm Release
- SayoDevice O3C (I don't use it, if you're from Moscow feel free to buy :tf:)


CPU: Intel i7-2600
GPU: GTX 1060 6GB
RAM: 16GB

2025 Goals
  1. Burn this moment [extra] fc, Drown [Moment of Silence] fc, Blue Zenith [FOUR DIMENSIONS] fc, Uta [Himei] fc, To the Terminus [Extreme]+HR fc, benzo [forever]+HR fc, Fusyoku ressentiment [Ketsueki] fc
  2. Happppy song 8* 400pp, kemomimi A rank, Burning Star [Burn Out] A rank, Armed and Ready [My Misery...] A rank, Libera [Lachesismic Armageddon] pass
  3. 600pp score or more
  4. Become a true all-round (= learn DT, heavy tech, speed and reading)
  5. Successfully qualify and move on for at least 2-3 stages of any tournament.
  6. Reach high 4 digit.
Most of it doesn't matter since my mental is ruined and I can't enjoy this game. I just wonder when will my unbearable desire to improve extinguish.

Mapping goals:
  1. It will take a while, but as a TOC fan I plan to map (and, hopefully, someday rank) these songs of them: YELLOW - IZAYOI - Maze - Everything - A-E-U-I (This one will MAYBE include a mania diff) - キエタミタイ (Kieta Mitai) - Black Memory - Livelock Art - Shine Holder - mist... - 起死回生STORY (Kishikaisei Story).
  2. Quite an ambitious one: mapping collab on Achromatic Entangle by sugosugii with an approx. SR of 7,0-7,6*.
  3. I have few maps for songs of same artist but not uncovering it until fully ready. You can consider it as a mini-mappack.
  4. End my Mood Swing mapset and push it for ranked alongside with my YELLOW map (Last upd: YELLOW will ALSO be a full mapset!!). These are the maps that I've spent my most effort for.


My Inspirations
Players (mostly regarding skillsets and playstyle):

  1. WhiteCat
  2. chocomint
  3. SadnessWillSear
  4. worst hr player
  5. Ekoro
  6. Singularius
  7. Red_Pixel
  8. idke

Special thanks to saido39 and MuraToy for supporting me in taiko!

Someday I will end the list of my inspirations for mapping but I'm too lazy to do that now. Here's a little sketch of the mappers list down below tho

This will include those mappers who's made a huge influence on me regarding my: maps preference, mapping style, motivation for mapping and mental fortitude towards mapping and making it enjoyable to learn overall. If someone's here it doesn't mean I just like their maps. Sometimes that also includes the personality overall :3c

Mappers:

Standard:
  1. ProfessionalBox
  2. rrtyui
  3. saido39
  4. Singularius
  5. puppy
  6. Log Off Now
  7. Nevo
  8. Akitoshi
  9. Monstrata
  10. Petal
  11. Azer
  12. Arushii
Taiko:
  1. Hivie
  2. _gt
  3. SudoKu37
  4. Nifty
Special thanks to saido39 once again for taking his time to coach me in std mapping. ❤️
Also thanks to Log Off Now and Nevo for being really sweet and giving advices on mapping from time to time! :3c

People in this community that I sincerely cherish
saido39 - ❤️
Hide_ - immensely grateful for always being close around, supporting me and taking a huge part in making my life somewhat enjoyable, I will try my best to repay that kindness.
iSliZz - a lot of things happened, we were supporting each other, sharing achievements, mapping and so on before and now. Hope you will find happiness, bro. also this guy is a valorant prodigy fr fr
Matikane_Citrus - cute guy who's nice and delightful to chat and work on something with. Also special thanks for being an important part of our osu team's discord server community >:3
Paracat - chill guy who's enjoying the game and playing it really good, thank you for being there.
Fluff - we're not chatting much anymore but I truly had a lot of fun, hope you're doing good and staying safe. You will always be better than me at least in something, don't deny it :)
Lajik - one of the first people I met in osu, even though we've had plenty of quarrels and misunderstandings, I will never forget how we were going higher together since mid 6 digits.

Achievements
  1. 04.07.23 - 1st 200 pp Score (osu!standard)
  2. 04.09.23 - 1st 100 pp Score (osu!mania)
  3. 08.09.23 - 1st 5 star pass (osu!mania)
  4. 08.09.23 - 5 Digit Reached (osu!mania)
  5. 26.09.23 - 5 Digit Reached (osu!standard)
  6. 10.12.23 - 1st 300 pp Score (osu!standard)
  7. 14.02.24 - 1st 9 star pass (osu!standard)
  8. 06.08.24 - 1st 400 pp Score (osu!standard)
  9. 05.02.25 - 8kpp Reached (osu!standard)
  10. 10.03.25 - 1st 500 pp Score (osu!standard)
  11. 12.05.25 - 1st 100 pp Score (osu!taiko)
  12. 16.06.25 - 1st 200 pp Score (osu!taiko)
  13. 16.06.25 - borderline 4 digit in taiko, stopped farming to earn 4 digit medal in standard first.
  14. 19.09.25 - Frick it, took 4 digit and skyrocketed the rank, too bored to grind std little by little at this point. Just someday. upd 26.10: never
  15. 30.09.25 - 1st 6 star pass (osu!taiko)
  16. 01.10.25 - 1st 5 star FC (osu!taiko)
  17. 08.02.26 - 5 Digit Reached once again (osu!mania)
  18. 26.02.26 - 1st 6 star FC (osu!taiko)

Goals I can quit after
  1. Reach 3 digits at least.
  2. Rank at least one map. Secondary: rank a map in a tech/old/gimmick style ❌
  3. Avoid maps that are shorter than 1 minute. Farming such is kinda sad imo ✅
  4. 99% average accuracy ✅
  5. Be a recognisable consistency & aim control/fingercontrol player. ❌

❤️
Thanks to saido39 not only for gifted supporters but for everything he was and still doing.

The sweetest and most dedicated guy I've ever seen, a very promising mapper I was honored to accompany. My best friend, tournament teammate and every collab participant. The one who was with me at my lowest even while experiencing much more everyday. I'm insanely happy that I have such a person in my life. I will try my best to get better for our both sake.

Cannot convey with words how big is his impact on me, if only I could've had a brother like him.




💫
I will always look after you...

Will never forget 03.02.25



std is depressing
doesn't matter how many effort you are drawing in, it's just a matter of fact whether you're ready or not to give in to the competition and become just another rat in this crazy race, if you're actually cut out to be on top above all. always be ready for endless breakdowns, anxiety and mental issues impaired with the inferiority complex when you compare yourself to everyone you know and mainly yourself. just maintaining the skill was taking away too much, while getting any improvement needed dozens of hours per week of a nonstop and also addictive grind, because without one you couldn't feel any satisfaction already, you just can't feel that you're worthy, you can't feel that you're moving further, you can't feel that you've achieved at least something, all that just always becomes bleak before the urge to improve and just try another time to impress everyone, having the urge for attention seeking and some recognition, finding comfort in being praised and looked upon, that is just surpassing every sane limit. someday you just hit the plateau and you might overcome it only with a strong mentality if you have any of it left at this point, because you just try to improve aspects you were bad with and it just crumbles. then crumbles again, and again, and again, and again, and again for years having the same problem haunting you regardless if you were improving or not overall. speed, dt, high skill ceiling and the fierce competition (especially after the csr implement) were my coffin, now being completely deprived of my ability to play my main skillset at least somewhat decently became the last nail in its cover. that's my quit and even though i've had my own gains and new connections from all that - i almost regret about all my time, nerves and energy wasted on it, because if thinking about it thoroughly, the game in fact absolutely destroyed my already broken mind to begin with, leaving only a husk of visible sanity behind, that has nothing to do with the inner commotion and chaos hanging in the bottomless void and having no possibilities to be solved or just any other way out. so be my sort of valediction

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True NorthResurgenceReckless AbandonLights OutTime DilationRhythm's Call3,000,000 Drum HitsOmoi PackDexterityDemonslayer
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105 / 347
Beatmap Challenge Packs
0 / 7
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Video Game Pack vol.1Rhythm Game Pack vol.1Internet! Pack vol.1Anime Pack vol.1Video Game Pack vol.2Anime Pack vol.2Video Game Pack vol.3Internet! Pack vol.2Rhythm Game Pack vol.2Anime Pack vol.3Rhythm Game Pack vol.3Internet! Pack vol.3Anime Pack vol.4Rhythm Game Pack vol.4Internet! Pack vol.4Video Game Pack vol.4MOtOLOiDMappers' Guild Pack ICrankyMappers' Guild Pack IIHigh Tea MusicCulprateHyuNImperial Circus Dead DecadencetieffMappers' Guild Pack IIIMappers' Guild Pack IVAfterpartyBen BriggsCarpool TunnelCreocYsmixFractal DreamersLukHash*namirinonumiThe FlashbulbUndead CorporationWisp XCamellia ICelldwellerCranky IICute Anime GirlsELFENSJoNHyper PotionsKola KidLeaFPanda EyesPUPRicky MontgomeryRinS3RLSound SoulerTeminiteVINXISMappers' Guild Pack VMappers' Guild Pack VITouhou Packginkiha PackVocaloid PackMaduk PackAitsuki Nakuru PackOmoi PackChill PackRohi PackDrum & Bass PackProject Loved: Winter 2021Project Loved: Spring 2022Project Loved: Summer 2022Project Loved: Autumn 2022Project Loved: Winter 2022Project Loved: Spring 2023Project Loved: Summer 2023in love with a ghostProject Loved: Best of 2024
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Hush-Hush
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Don't let the bunny distract you!S-RankerMost ImprovedNon-stop DancerConsolation PrizeChallenge AcceptedStumblerJackpotQuick DrawObsessedNonstopJack of All TradesTwin PerspectivesTime DilationAfterimageTo The CorePreparedEclipseReckless AbandonTunnel VisionBehold No DeceptionLights OutCamera ShyThe Sum Of All FearsDekasightHour Before The DawnSlow And SteadyNo Time To SpareSognareRealtor ExtraordinaireMeticulousInfinitesimalEquilibriumImpeccableAeonQuick MathsKaleidoscopeValedictionTen To OneExquisitePersistence Is KeyMad ScientistTribulationRight On TimeReplicaAll GoodIn MemoriamSanguineNot AgainDeliberationWhen You See ItTime SinkYou're Here ForeverHospitalityTrue NorthSuperfanResurgenceClarityAutocreationFestive FeverValue Your IdentityDexterityDeciduous ArboristBy The Skin Of The TeethInfectious EnthusiasmMeticulous MayhemWeather ReverieHotshotHamster WheelCourier Catapult
Hush-Hush (Expert)
10 / 64
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Mod Introduction
9 / 13
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