| Ranked Score: | 244,545,361,663 | |
| Play Count: | 53,309 | |
| Play Time: | 1,042h | |
| Max Combo: | 10,032x | |
| Total Hits: | 35,263,183 | |
| Hits x Play: | 661 | |
| Replays Watched: | 943 |
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About
pls mutual my fiance pls pls pls
to people who I blocked: please unfollow me, I don't want your follow (looking at a certain polish person)
hope you've had a good day today
my bleu deserves the loveliest of days 💖
to people who I blocked: please unfollow me, I don't want your follow (looking at a certain polish person)
Statement clearing the name of my fiance and a general message to the community
I'm writing this statement to address the ongoing misinformation, exclusion and harassment campaigns directed toward my fiance within the community. Over the past several months they've faced public call-outs, a tournament ban, exclusion from tournament staffing and community servers based on one-sided narratives, all without getting an opportunity to clear their name.
Most of the misinformation came from a google doc written by their ex after a personal falling out. It should have been a document about their issues hosting a tournament together, instead it was about their relationship, which should have been private.
Regarding the tournament: they hosted a tournament together, with the ex being the main host. Without getting into detail, after the falling out, what ended up happening was him sabotaging the tournament and leaving my fiance to finish the work, handle the prize and close out the tournament. Meanwhile the ex, through spite, decided to do anything to debadge the tournament and get both of them tournament hosting banned.
Regarding the rest of the document: understand that in relationships both people open themselves up to great amounts of hurt. It doesn't matter who hurt more, all pain is valid, however people don't realize this when reading a one-sided document. Instead they see one perspective, pick a side and only support them. I'm not going to mention the rest of the document, as that part shouldn't have been made public in the first place.
Another situation that majorly hurt them happened on the global catch server. The server used to not enforce their rules, but over time the mod team expanded and they actually started handing out warnings, timeouts and eventually bans. Somebody spread a rumor that my fiance was behind each of the bans and that they were unjust, saying they couldn't control their emotions or take a joke. Apparently the person knew about the previously mentioned document and thought it was unfair that such a "toxic" individual could be mod, not understanding how my fiance moved on, grew as a person and wasn't even behind those bans. After that my fiance would randomly get harassed on the global server, more people would spread the one-sided document and some would even get them excluded from a discord server, without them even getting the opportunity to know why. The document also impacted them when they wanted to staff in 3CWC, which they have been denied the chance at casting without ever learning the reason why. One can only guess that some person spread the rumor that my fiance is "problematic" and it's just unfair. They shouldn't be excluded from the community like this.
Without going into personal information, my fiance is extremely vulnerable and doesn't have access to enough support or professional care that they need in their own country. As much as I want to be there for them, there's only so much I can do in a long distance relationship. It's extremely frustrating to see them hurt for months and be powerless against this one document, with the community they loved turning their back to them.
To all the people that read all this, please let's support each member of the community and give everyone an equal chance. Don't blindly follow what you heard somebody say. Don't trust in the gossip. Let people move on and forgive those that deserve it.
Most of the misinformation came from a google doc written by their ex after a personal falling out. It should have been a document about their issues hosting a tournament together, instead it was about their relationship, which should have been private.
Regarding the tournament: they hosted a tournament together, with the ex being the main host. Without getting into detail, after the falling out, what ended up happening was him sabotaging the tournament and leaving my fiance to finish the work, handle the prize and close out the tournament. Meanwhile the ex, through spite, decided to do anything to debadge the tournament and get both of them tournament hosting banned.
Regarding the rest of the document: understand that in relationships both people open themselves up to great amounts of hurt. It doesn't matter who hurt more, all pain is valid, however people don't realize this when reading a one-sided document. Instead they see one perspective, pick a side and only support them. I'm not going to mention the rest of the document, as that part shouldn't have been made public in the first place.
Another situation that majorly hurt them happened on the global catch server. The server used to not enforce their rules, but over time the mod team expanded and they actually started handing out warnings, timeouts and eventually bans. Somebody spread a rumor that my fiance was behind each of the bans and that they were unjust, saying they couldn't control their emotions or take a joke. Apparently the person knew about the previously mentioned document and thought it was unfair that such a "toxic" individual could be mod, not understanding how my fiance moved on, grew as a person and wasn't even behind those bans. After that my fiance would randomly get harassed on the global server, more people would spread the one-sided document and some would even get them excluded from a discord server, without them even getting the opportunity to know why. The document also impacted them when they wanted to staff in 3CWC, which they have been denied the chance at casting without ever learning the reason why. One can only guess that some person spread the rumor that my fiance is "problematic" and it's just unfair. They shouldn't be excluded from the community like this.
Without going into personal information, my fiance is extremely vulnerable and doesn't have access to enough support or professional care that they need in their own country. As much as I want to be there for them, there's only so much I can do in a long distance relationship. It's extremely frustrating to see them hurt for months and be powerless against this one document, with the community they loved turning their back to them.
To all the people that read all this, please let's support each member of the community and give everyone an equal chance. Don't blindly follow what you heard somebody say. Don't trust in the gossip. Let people move on and forgive those that deserve it.
community, contact, mutual?
I got mutualify and want more friends, or just dm me :3
mostly hanging out on discord, currently the owner of the Polish Catch Server
you can contact me if you want to organize events or appeal a ban
...or join the global server
mostly hanging out on discord, currently the owner of the Polish Catch Server
you can contact me if you want to organize events or appeal a ban
...or join the global server
community work
I like helping people in the CTB community, but I usually don't apply for staff unless someone asks me personally. My tournament preferences go playtesting > commentating (EN/PL) > mappooling > hosting, might dabble in other roles later.
Can test maps generally or help with miscellaneous CTB related things too, just ask!
For a list of tournaments that I could be credited for helping go here, it is missing USC24 (a bit of pooling and replaying iirc), OEMMT2 (replays), work on tryout pools/replays (3CWC for USA and CWC for NZ) and editorial help with documents - mostly those written by trig0n.
Can test maps generally or help with miscellaneous CTB related things too, just ask!
For a list of tournaments that I could be credited for helping go here, it is missing USC24 (a bit of pooling and replaying iirc), OEMMT2 (replays), work on tryout pools/replays (3CWC for USA and CWC for NZ) and editorial help with documents - mostly those written by trig0n.
collabs
cwc collab
Collabs with my fiance - chronological I think maybe
We do not talk about these sangs... aga, you shall get no source

Vibris!

Cat sangs!

More sangs!

Hohoheyhey (src: play limbus... also)

Sincsang?! (I forgor source...)

Sinc and Xichun :3 (src: play limbus!)

The Bleus into the mads



Donsang! (src: play limbus... also)

wacky pants collab... (source died)


Magical girls!☆

Banger collab

Kisser

First collab on osu!


First collab ever, the exile!

Vibris!
Cat sangs!
More sangs!
Hohoheyhey (src: play limbus... also)
Sincsang?! (I forgor source...)
Sinc and Xichun :3 (src: play limbus!)
The Bleus into the mads
Donsang! (src: play limbus... also)
wacky pants collab... (source died)
Magical girls!☆
Banger collab
Kisser

First collab on osu!
First collab ever, the exile!
3CWC25 Poland A
3CWC AGA Collab, but I used wybin links so it uses my team's profile pictures, sorry






madcin / Verti / nyauni / Mniam / Mawers / LaviSorrow
(in that order + everyone's probably already linked on my profile so I'll be lazy and not put links, sorgi)
madcin / Verti / nyauni / Mniam / Mawers / LaviSorrow
(in that order + everyone's probably already linked on my profile so I'll be lazy and not put links, sorgi)
Marisa☆
Mirrored Marisa☆ Cult
(I don't remember who was who)

(I don't remember who was who)
tournaments
- Draft Tournament 2023 - DNQ
- did well in qualifiers and was punished for it, a bad first tournament experience - Polish Catch Tournament 2023 - 5-6th
- mappools were kinda rough, but I had too much fun to care about any of that - Osu!Catch Convert Cup Open 2023 - 9-12th
- I mainly play specifics so this was a big learning experience for me, my first team based tourney and first time as team leader - AxS 9th edition - 9-12th
- mostly remember it for my poor gameplay, the accuracy gimmick was bad and I never felt like it made any difference - osu!catch World Cup 2024 - 3rd
- first world cup, played well in early stages, but got health issued in finals/grandfinals (hospitalized in a critical state for grandfinals), fortunately got carried by my team, thanks to them I got my first badge! - 3 Digit World Cup 2024 - 2nd
- first time being the carry player and first time playing in a rank restricted tournament, managed to be mvp for most matches, I like to think that I made an impact on my teammates and their skills (find it funny how most of my team was 2 digit after registration, only one player actually deranked and he ended up playing at most 3 maps per stage) - Polish Catch Tournament 2024 - 2nd
- highest quality tournament I've played, yet had the least motivation to practice out of all of these, also Phob too strong - HIM - 3rd
- lowest quality tournament I've played, yet somehow had more motivation for this than PCT, also couldn't play GF since I was hospitalized (again), probably wouldn't win against dahcreeper
also a prelude to meeting someone special - o!Catch International Convert Cup (ICC) 2024 - 2nd
- carried by qwhj and Phob, hospitalized for GF (yes, 3rd time), sad about losing to a team that was exempt from the ranking restriction - osu!catch World Cup 2025 - 9-12th
- I noob, team noob, tournament noob - International Convert Cup 2025 - 7-8th
- first tournament where I didn't feel like practicing the pool at all, idk anyone who did tbh - 3 Digit World Cup 2025 - 1st
- my first win... bless you guys, thx for carry
my top mappers and yapping
there used to be a list of my fav mappers, but there's too many good ones ;_;
hot takes
if you have a map in the ranked section or any tourney pool, you're goated
realer opinion
gigachad and ascendance are excluded from being goated due to their sins (bad tags)
realest opinion
Secre is the greatest mapper that ever lived - basically carried the entire ranked section with bleach openings (I've watched bleach since I was 8 y/o and having all these ranked is a dream come true)
also
please don't use AI art and never change anything when ranking tournament maps, thx
thankies
thx fomework for my first supporter you da business
thx Koishi-chan for hosting a cool lobby in which i won supporter
thx Cyceph for doing cool challanges on the polish CTB discord (won supporter)
thx entire polish CWC2024 team for carrying me to my first badge
thx Blue Vaporous for supporter from challenge here (oldest map without a polish fc)
thx nyauni for the supporter, should have picked that nm4 frfr
thx Koishi-chan for hosting a cool lobby in which i won supporter
thx Cyceph for doing cool challanges on the polish CTB discord (won supporter)
thx entire polish CWC2024 team for carrying me to my first badge
thx Blue Vaporous for supporter from challenge here (oldest map without a polish fc)
thx nyauni for the supporter, should have picked that nm4 frfr
skin, settings etc.
Skins:
390hz 367hz (bad displayport issue) ips, no vsync/gsync/freesync and using custom frame limiter set to 9999 unlimited
ingame ms avg. about 0.14 (cpu game, but buy ryzen - don't recommend intel)
I higly recommend optimizing your game with this guide
kb:
- std - yugen
- taiko - skin from this video
- CTB - my skin (edit of Dusk's old skin)
- mania - etterna bars, sometimes percy edit
ingame ms avg. about 0.14 (cpu game, but buy ryzen - don't recommend intel)
I higly recommend optimizing your game with this guide
kb:
razer huntsman v2 (red) - most responsive keeb I've hadwooting two HE - feels like cheating tbh- wooting 80HE - like the one above, but much smoother feeling
- zowie ec2-cw - it's extremely
overpricedworth the price
- std - zx (sometimes "as")
- taiko - as;' (kddk)
- CTB - <- -> + space (it hurts)
- 4k - zx./
- 7k - sdf (space) l;'
straight fingers, parallel to keyboardfingers bent- left index on space, right index and ring on arrow keys
tapping hardI only tap hard in specific cases
hope you've had a good day today
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