vvh你还会回来吗;w;
evil哥你写的好像我死了一样（
faq神和fuyukis神都是f神，所以一直在纠结怎么叫（
想感谢n神和骨哥，想道歉omix和aslvage。kitsuya shizuka和iallw，也许我们还有机会再相见吗？今天想起来写才发现我已经把你们忘掉了。有时候只是不知道怎样安慰你们，虽然这也是借口。
怀念和教头（已经忘了当初为什么要这么叫）和浪愚人（直到今天才发现可以这样叫）和iavvh在一起，自己熬的那些夜（
也许对付hdez是有极限的，突破极限的方法存不存在？这一点使我经常忘掉为什么当初要开始玩hdez。这样的方法存在吗？看见faq神的目录我会安心一点，因为感到一点点存在的确信。tcez呢？我的目录将能够使其他的人安心吗？
希望英语能极大进步，能顺利表达出对cutetrex和akashaallo抱有的敬意。我喜欢osu是因为这样的、有你们在这里的社区。
我老是想着要为bdt2写一点东西，skd你看我继续想着吧......
结论是还是要多睡觉。

有事燒紙 有时间加音效做个纸打桌台的声音哈
LAZER ONLY
smthing like iv been planing to write smth here,still planing yet.i didnt meant for an self-inproduct article here but a record for ppls and stuffs deserving to be carved.its definitely will be a worthwhile if i can develop things imitating noneght and firika,lilibananas9,etc.lazyness is another story tho.
i gradually regarded meaning of life as a byproduct of meaningless affairs chosen and done by ones' selves in consumption of flesh struggling its way of subsistance in world filled with chaos.i meant chaos,the only thing essentially exist,as we're dreaming and talking about things like justice and fairness for centuries just because we knew they werent there and approximately will be never there.chaos force or to say motivate ppls fighting for not accomodation but "meaningful things" in forms of sometimes be totally resisting one's self and sometimes hurting each other.thats why osu is so cherishable alongwith people here and why every mapper,host and player here is so respectable.pioneer of freedom in another dimension,crown for the higher.
(alr im not for addiction tho myself be in a little maybe?)
im planning to take words here replacing me to do task of expressing appreciation to volunteers who werent against wasting time with me ;w;(i mean with who we spent time mutually and go roads along).im to do it......after exam maybe.anyways its making me feeling good to have expectation grows here :3.
couches who coached me(including well-mindly and reluctantly and UNCONSCIOUSLY affairs):
Emerple(it may seem totally nonsense to list)
FA Q
Omix(hi omix im to tell u what actually happened that day i got magically 40-min boost on stream:i just switched to another not-for-play keyboard so its not in case of my effort at all if u test me now probably il perform worse(this isnt to say your guidance is of no favor XD))
ppl:
ASlvage
Syincfar
kitttarily
WaveYuRen(collab when)
Nigellus
gccQQ(skinful ppl)
internet angel(rip,还是想夏天的夜晚跟ia和vvh打高质量的科技图;w;现在各走各的路也不怎么能看见你了)
Torchermember(rip)
oceanluna
fairmates:
vvh（df时期的人）
Noneght
cuteTRex(铭记翻译之恩......dt怎么读的？ar10能拿来刷pp？外星人的手速怎么练的？;w;)
t_d_eflex
akarinnnn(一直好奇，咱又不敢问，aka是怎么被炒的:3)
-Capgras(主办让lazer玩家咱有元旦欢乐赛玩:P)
Fuyukis
another memortal:
dm me if i forgot smth here.plz remind me to construct here if im in mood to do smth(always not actually).