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Ranked Score:146,545,799
Play Count:1,689
Play Time:37h
Max Combo:2,472x
Total Hits:2,718,539
Hits x Play:1,610
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About

#1 Jack Lover :D
The one who never will fall


About me :)

Hello! I'm L m, a 17-year-old player from Brazil and a devoted Jack enthusiast.

My journey through VSRGs began in mid-2021 with FNF. A few months later, in December of the same year, I created my osu! account. Since then, I've met many people, made great friends experienced countless memorable moments (both good and bad), and learned a lot as a person throughout my life thanks to this game.

In 2024, I developed a strong passion for Jack patterns and everything related to them. Whether it's pushing my own limits, improving my ratio, building consistency, or simply enjoying well-made Jack charts paired with great songs, that's where I find most of my enjoyment not only in this game, but in life itself.

If you're a fellow Jack enjoyer, there's a good chance we'll get along just fine. :P

What Motivated Me to Play VSRGs 💓:
My Motivation for L💓⁽ᵐ⁾

I started playing rhythm games because of Microondas, who was my best friend at the time. She introduced me to this world, and I ended up loving it way more than I expected.

One of the things that caught my attention the most was seeing how skilled players could become. Watching people do things that looked impossible made me want to improve and see how far I could go myself.

What i loved the most, though, was the learning experience. VSRGs challenge both your physical and mental abilities at the same time, and every improvement feels rewarding. The game caught my attention because improving at something difficult through practice felt far more satisfying than spending hours playing simulator games on Roblox.

Over time, rhythm games became one of my favorite hobbies, and I'm really glad I gave them a chance.
Why i choose Jack :( :
My 💓 for Jack

Since 2024, I've been going through one of the hardest periods of my life. Depression changed the way I see many things, and there were days when even the simple idea of riding my bike home from school felt impossible.

During those moments, Jack patterns became more than just a skillset to me. They became an escape from reality for a few hours. Whenever my mind was overwhelmed by negative thoughts, I could sit down, play, focus on the notes, and finally find some peace. For a while, everything else would disappear, and all that mattered was the chart in front of me.

Of course, unfortunately, nobody can play 24 hours a day. Eventually, the game closes, reality returns, and I still have to face my struggles. But even then, Jack has been one of the few things that consistently helped me keep moving forward when life felt unbearably heavy.

Today, I can confidently say that my greatest motivation for still being alive is fulfilling the will of the Creator of the heavens and the earth. Right after that comes Jack.

Playing it, watching my replays, watching other Jack players, discovering new charts, thinking about patterns, and one day creating my own Jack maps are things that occupy almost every free moment of my day.

If I'm not playing Jack, I'm usually watching it, thinking about it, learning from it, or searching for something related to it. Jack has become a major part of my daily life, and it has played a huge role in helping me endure difficult times and continue moving forward, one day at a time.

For many people, Jack is just a pattern. For me, it became something much more meaningful than that.
My Setup 💻 :
  • Resolution: 800x600
    (yeah, i am an heir, but for now poor :|)

    Scroll Speed: 29
    Keybinds (4k): A, S, Ç, ^
    Keyboard: Fun 60 He Pro
    Monitor: Random 60hz :o
thank you wilder for the supporter baby 💓💓💓

My Goals:
My biggest goal is simple: never stop playing Jack.


I don't want to become just another good Jack player. I want to become the greatest Jack player I can possibly be. Not only in terms of skill, but also physically. I want to push myself as far as my genetics, physical condition, and nature allow and reach the highest level that my body and mind are capable of achieving

At the same time, I carry an even bigger dream. Deep down, I want to become the greatest Jack player in all of existence — not only among those who came before me, but also among those who will come after me. Whether that dream is realistic or not doesn't really matter. What matters is that it gives me a direction to follow and a reason to keep pushing forward every single day.

As long as I'm alive, I want to keep improving. I want to keep learning, keep pushing my limits, and keep discovering how far I can really go. To me, the journey is just as important as the destination.


That being said, I also have some more concrete goals:

• Psi Dan Chordjack 96% (OD9) Clear
• The Omni 0.8x 96% (in Etterna OD9) Clear
• Joker Omega Dan 96% (In Etterna OD9) Clear
• The Omni 1.0x 96% (In Etterna OD9) Clear

At the moment, these are the goals that matter the most to me. If one day I manage to achieve all of them, I think I will be able to look back at my journey in this game with pride and say that I am satisfied with what I accomplished.

But until then, the grind continues. :)

My Inspirations Players

  • Jhown
    Sl4sher_io
    Saragi
    Flasco
    Psychameron
    Gatolin
    Nibby
    Gabriel Cara bom

My Favorites Beatmapers

  • Jhown
    [Crz]Rachel
    Liker
    WilderGrain22
    -Sandman-
    [Szy]MongolCJ
    Ena
    DarkBBT
    Monheim
    ade_maine


727Jacks

My History in BR Community

Some Explanations About My Past:

I know exactly what kind of person I used to be within the Brazilian community. I know the things I said, the way I acted, and the impact that some of my actions had on other people.

I am not writing this to justify my behavior, but rather to explain where it came from.

At that point in my life, I was going through a very difficult period. I had no real friends, no support from anyone, and felt constantly mistreated both in real life and on the internet. Over time, that loneliness turned into a mixture of resentment, anger, and a strong desire to be noticed by others.

Because of that, I started saying and doing things that I knew people would dislike. Things that I knew were immature, offensive, or simply wrong. In a strange way, it felt like revenge against a world that I believed had treated me unfairly. At the same time, even negative attention felt better than being completely invisible.

Looking back, I realize how childish and immature that mindset was. I hurt people who never deserved it, damaged relationships, and created a version of myself that I am not proud of.

Today, I don't expect forgiveness. I understand that some people may never forgive me, and honestly, I don't think they are obligated to. That is not the reason why I'm writing this.

I simply want to say that I am sorry.

Not because I want something in return, not because I want people to forget the past, and not because I want to repair my image.

I am saying it because I genuinely regret the person I used to be, and because I believe the people affected by my actions deserved an apology a long time ago.

From the bottom of my heart, I'm sorry for the things I said, the things I did, and the negativity I brought to this community.

What more influenced me:
My bad influences

Once again, I am not writing this to justify my actions. What I did was wrong, and I take responsibility for it. However, I feel that I should explain some of the influences and experiences that shaped me into the person I became for a period of my life.

Those who know me better today probably have a hard time connecting the things I am writing with the person I once was. Looking back, some of my actions seem so absurd that it is difficult even for me to recognize them as my own. Yet they happened, and I cannot pretend they did not.

When I first joined the community, I was a very innocent person. I already struggled with mental issues and loneliness, but I was only 12 years old. I never wanted to hurt anyone, nor did I have any desire to become the kind of person I eventually became.

Some of my first experiences in the community were in servers such as FC COMBO, Manip Gang, and Resenha dos Pianistas. I have good memories from the first two, but unfortunately, most of my memories from the last one are negative.

To this day, I do not fully understand why I was treated the way I was. I remember being mocked constantly, especially for my scores and my ratio. Looking back, I know my scores were not impressive, and my ratio certainly was not perfect, but I do not believe that justified the way I was treated.

The people involved probably have no idea how much pain they caused me. To many, it may have seemed like harmless jokes or normal internet behavior. But because of the state of my mind at the time, those experiences affected me much more deeply than anyone could have imagined. They pushed me further into anger, resentment, and eventually into becoming someone I should never have become.

I do not write this demanding apologies, revenge, or accountability. In fact, I do not even wish to mention names.

What I truly hope is that those who hurt others, whether intentionally or not (for example dark humor used to joke around and laugh about people with friends), take a moment to reflect on their actions while there is still time to do so.

I do not hate any of you, and I forgive you.

And while I still struggle with the idea of forgiveness, I try to remember Matthew 6:14-15:

"Because if you forgive other people when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you."

I hope that, little by little, our community can become a better place than the one I first entered years ago.


i fucking love jack💔

727Jacks


FEBEM :x

About FEBEM

After being consumed by resentment toward both the community and life itself, while carrying many unhealthy and misguided ideas, I ended up making certain friendships with people who shared those same feelings.

I have to say that I am both very grateful and very regretful for having united FEBEM and represented it for many years.

I am grateful for the attention they gave me. Even if some of it was negative, it was still attention. At a time when it felt like the rest of the world ignored my existence, those people were there. We joked together, laughed together, spent countless hours talking, and created many memories that I will probably never forget.

But deep down, it was hurting all of us.

We constantly pushed each other toward saying worse things, doing worse things, and becoming worse versions of ourselves. We created a cycle where our worst traits fed one another. Looking back, I believe much of it came from the same place: loneliness, exclusion, lack of attention, and the feeling that we did not belong anywhere else.

At least for me, for nearly five years, you were my family.

That does not mean I am proud of everything we did. Quite the opposite. I regret many of the things that happened during that time. I cannot speak for everyone else, but I can speak for myself.

Because of that, I ask people to try not to judge those individuals only by their worst moments. Many of them grew up without the attention, support, or affection they needed. For some of us, this was one of the only ways we knew to feel alive.

We talked so much that there were probably entire years where not a single day passed without some form of communication between us.

Fortunately and unfortunately, time eventually separated us. Our paths changed, and each of us followed our own direction in life. Some friendships remained, some became rivalries, and some simply faded away.

Because of that, I believe FEBEM, at least as it once existed, is over.

There will be no more disturbances, no more collective chaos, and no more attempts to drag others into the same mistakes we made.

To everyone who was part of it: thank you for the memories, and I'm sorry for the damage we caused.

With love,

L m.

Ao especial de 5k anos da FEBEM :):
FEBEM Members (Portuguese) 💔



💓 The Ones I Care About The Most

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ ❤️ • Siechi - Meu irmão, meu primeiro amigo e melhor amigo, quase como um pai. Graças a oportunidade que você me deu, eu tenho tudo que eu tenho hoje... Sou uma pessoa feliz graças a você. Graças a você, eu consigo apreciar o sentimento maravilhoso, de dormir bem, sabendo que em algum lugar do mundo por aí, está uma pessoa que realmente gosta de você... Por algum motivo, sinto que eu precisaria nem mais nem menos, sacrificar a minha vida pela sua 24 vezes para compensar o que você fez por mim, axho que eu tenho autismo msm. Obrigado por tudo, te amo 💓.

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ ❤️ • Ignis - Minha única e melhor amiga, garota muito carente que faz de tudo pra chamar a atenção da comunidade, isso explica algumas besteiras que vc fala, mas felizmente agr ta melhorando... Toda via, em dm privada, é uma pessoa totalmente diferente, a mulher mais meiga e fofa que eu conheço. Espero que consiga abandonar os seus males tbm. Sou muito grato pelo 1 mês q vc ficou me dando atenção qnd todos estavam me ignorando. Amo quandovc me chamava pra jogar braul star juntos, inclusive estou com saudades... Uma hora eu conserto meu celular, e um dia irei bancar os red magic pra tropinha da Sigma. Obrigado por tudo, te amo 💓.

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ ❤️ • Fenix - Meu caro amigo fenix, por mais que em média você aja como uma pessoa muito ruim, no fundo do meu coração, creio que você é uma pessoa boa. Espero que você mude como pessoa, seja mais feliz, superando a morte da sua namorada (nao e nada facil msm, mas nao impossivel, e é o que ela deseja), e consiga parar com esse maldito fumo. Graças a você, eu ainda estou vivo, por causa daquele dia em que eu queria atentar contra mim. Obrigado por tudo, te amo 💓.


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The OGs

• Gabriel (cara bom) - Sem dúvidas, a pessoa com o pior caráter que eu já conheci, e veja bem que já conheci demônios... Mas ainda sim, com seu narcisismo, fez a base da diversão da FEBEM, e de vez em quando entramos em contato, continua fazendo. Sinceramente, tenho pena de você... Espero que você mude como pessoa, e tenha o desejo de ser amar, não apenas de ser vlangoriado. Obrigado por passar 5 fucking anos ouvindo as maiores merdas ditas por mim, apenas isso pq tu deseja a minha morte msm. morra

• Yama - nosso monstrinho yama, nao conheci muuittoo... mas sentimos muito por te influenciar prom mal kamenho... Espero que vose esteja fasendo mooitas amesades ai na FEBEM, ou seja la o centro de restituiçao de rejeme aberto em ke vose esteja. ABANDONE SEUS MALES ✊✊ QUE SAODADIS DO MEU ERMAOZENHO YAMA #VOLTAAAAAAAAAA ✊✊✊✊✊ tropinha do puro odinho com a vidinha ja o trenzinho do odio 🤬🤬🤬🤬

• PsyChameron - ateista lvl 2 reseinha demasiado, gostava mt de jogar com vc em call, robrókesx e menekraftosx. vc anda mto okopado, e sento saodadis nos kropos... NAO É DEPOIXXX NAO É ANTEXXXXX, É AGORAXXXXXXXXX. MEU NOME É ÉLIÉMI E EU MATEI UMA XHAVE KQND EU ERA KREANCA I EU I EUUUUUU

• Nikoo - garoto bom, gosto de ir call, ver ele jogar e dar o ouro de conteudo pro osu... nao se eskesa que vc ainda tem que ser o melhor do mundo msm, fokenho no jogo meu nobre. Qnd vc estiver gaminha pra sema, te prometo que sera mt mais divertido, n de o desistir msm.

• Punnies - Um salve do meu Ponnies, nosso anfetreao ke sostentou nosso lar de enfancea... Espero ke vose esteja em um lugar melhor ermao, nonca te iskeseremos 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭


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The Survivors

• Kass - Sem dúvidas, o garoto mais bondoso q eu ja conheci, sou mto grato pelas ajudas em 2024, vc realmente fez meu coraçao ficar um pouco mais quente, após suas falas carinhosas... Eu sinto muito por ter feito aquilo com a garota, eu ja sou resolvido com ela, mas nunca disse isso pra vc.. bom, vc deve me odiar, e eu n culpo. me desculpe, espero que agnt ainda se veja

• Gatolin - uma das menhas esperancoes pra jogar Jack msm, lembro de estar competindo no seu nível na época em ke eramos do alfinete msm... Pena q vc kitou ermao, volte!!!! I das kal jogando minecraft planejando atentados contra o frasko msmkkkkkk

• Eufraties - Membro old exclusivo da boseta team, ainda n eskeso dos dias em ke assistiamos em kal animes de procedencias dovidosaskkkkkjjjkkkkkkk. Fico feliz que você tenha mudado, está até namorando, e largou das nossas merdas. Bons tempos...

• Samuela - Nunca conseguirei te assimiliar com o fenix, cabra manepulador demais, tanto que tive ke botar vose ake, se o fenix nunca dissesse que era ele, eu acharia, e teria saodades pelo resto da vida daa viadinha da buceta rezeínha do grupo ke sumiu pra sempre msm

• Nexus - Cabra bom, sinto muito por ter dito akelas coizas e ter te tirado dos grupos... Eu realmente gostei de conversar com vose, cara é o tranquilo dms, klkr momento q quiser voltar a conversar, estamos de braços abertos. EU de fato so n gostei ke vose mentiu pra mem msm, eu odeio isso, mas te perdoo msm.

• Lavender - (e resto da vajêna msm) - A kestao é, rola team >>> boceta team. So n seto tudo ake pra nao kaer msm...... sao apenas os randolas omosezoais resenhas da FC COMBO qie fezeram crearmos a rola (FEBEM msm), lembro dos topicos fodidos todoos os diaskkkkkkkkkkj, os cara sao fodinha msm, so n lembro dos nomes

• Red - omoafftivo asomido, ta ake so poke paartecepou un pokodo eneceo e dos guros com o guh... n sei porker to me odea sm


Midias 📷:
(Old Me! Ctrl+C, Ctrl+V. Preserved only for the memories.)




FOR THOSE WHO KNOW
A Pior Geracao 2021-2022.





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