★★★★★★ = 6 stars is where I want to be by the end of 2026, with middle ring.
✰ indicates how much is missing/how far away I feel I am from it.
Followed by a benchmark score

As of 5th january:
- High bpm aim/jumps: ★★★✰✰✰ // S FC on: beatmapsets/2235601#osu/5097762
- Mid bpm deathstreams: ★★★✰✰✰ // HT FC on beatmapsets/1780135#osu/3645570
- Reading & Cursor tracking: ★★★✰✰✰ // 1000+ combo on beatmapsets/41686#osu/131564
and ...................................... FC on beatmapsets/430339#osu/952010
- Accuracy: ★★✰✰✰✰ // 99+% FC on beatmapsets/575330#osu/1218337
- FL shenanigans: ★★✰✰✰✰ // FL FC on beatmapsets/234999#osu/544837
- High bpm streams: ★★✰✰✰✰ // 98+% FC on beatmapsets/2463135#osu/5389812
- Low bpm (deathstream) accuracy: ★✰✰✰✰✰ // NM SS on beatmapsets/2473393#osu/5420895
- AR10.3 "decent level": ★✰✰✰✰✰ // DT 99%+ FC on beatmapsets/223048#osu/667982
- HR funsies: ★✰✰✰✰✰ HR 1667 combo (Hi WWW's 667pp record!) on beatmapsets/323059#osu/718156

- Left-handed player.
- 800 DPI give or take 100 DPI depending on the day (2560*1440 screen resolution).
- I've made middle + ring My main playstyle after 10.5 years of index middle then index ring. I plan to keep middle ring as My long-term style.
- I play on osu!lazer.
- I also play without hitsounds because they cover up the song too much and don't help Me with timing (I tried for 6 months).
- Also, I like to play with 70-80% background dim. I also play with storyboard and video on 😋
- I recently switched to gateron browns for tapping 🤔

February 2015 : Joined the game, age just over 16, played for a month IIRC, left for a few months.
Early to mid 2015: really picked up the game for good.
Late 2016 : peak performance for many years to come, and then slow descent into bad health and bad playing.
2017: lost most tapping ability over the year, 180bpm was fast and difficult by the end of that year, I was not making any top plays anymore. My mood was always all over the place and I hated my skill at the game but held on anyway (My poor family had to put up with keyboard smashing at all times of the night... 🙄).

2018 to 2021: essentially quit the game, only playing short-lived frustrating sessions a few times a year. Didn't play at all (or virtually so) in 2021.
2021: got started on fixing my health, my attitude and my life overall, got a job at the end of the year after being an apprentice and learned a ton about human anatomy and neurology.

May 2022: started playing for the first time in a long while. Nerves were mostly fixed (emotionally speaking and in terms of health too), focus and motivation issues were fixed and I had a tedious job to keep me accountable to myself and everyone else (no more no-lifeing and ruining My mood on the game now !). Improved leaps and bounds over my 2016 peak in the following months.
May 2023: playing on and off over the months. Improvement continues steadily, game is more fun by the day and I'm learning a ton.
Rest of 2023 and 2024, + first half of 2025: got very little play time because of My life going to shambles at the time, and then My health following suit. I did get a new top play on Martyr of the Free Word on the 4th of february 2024.

Summer 2025: decided to play with middle + ring fingers to bust the myth that it can't be done.
December 2025: Proved that middle + ring is vialbe (see My YT for lives and plays with handcam). Will keep this style long-term.