| Ranked Score: | 49,289,923,732 | |
| Play Count: | 178,692 | |
| Play Time: | 2,337h | |
| Max Combo: | 5,146x | |
| Total Hits: | 32,222,809 | |
| Hits x Play: | 180 | |
| Replays Watched: | 346 |
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History
About
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feel free to bump your pm if i haven't responded to it
[ anilist — bsky — lastfm — rym ]
bn: (request info / log) — gd: (likely not / log)
pfp: suaviterra — banner: 前髪
gacha:
-> priconne jp (952544186)
-> uma global (977929071831, main region) / jp (163752858685, not very active but support is hoshina mlb)
also steam
former genshin/hsr/zzz accs (actually the hsr one is piloted now)
arcade rhythm games that im not very good at:
-> iidx (9933-0372)
-> maimai intl. (101498575346259)
LF: r1 gvm duos :true:
FAVS OF 2025
gonna be populating this further if i ever go through 2025 maps so ill leave it here for now
chronological order
next life
hito mania / igaku
the first time i met sanawon (yes its a revive, no i do not care)
(kinda fell off after a bit) cyber inductance
bliss
vleermuis
put me back together [[[on the floor]]]
chronological order
next life
hito mania / igaku
the first time i met sanawon (yes its a revive, no i do not care)
(kinda fell off after a bit) cyber inductance
bliss
vleermuis
put me back together [[[on the floor]]]
looking for a new skin? try my awesome jace 6.25 edit
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"i don't know what everyone wants me to be, so i will be my best"
modding alumni of KeyWee and Nao Tomori; thank you!
also short stints as mapping mentees of Nina Kosaka, Sparhten and i think someone else but i dont remember anyways thank you!
and thank you everyone else who i met from this game - in particular: hypercyte, Ralkinson, Tycani, and yuiyamu.
i likely would've quit mapping without their companionship early on and even up to now
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about me
hi, i'm tilda*! i mainly do things on the mapping/modding side of osu! now, but i was heavily involved in playing the 5 digit tourney scene in standard for a couple years (2021-2024). this game has been a part of my life for the past decade in one way or another, which is rather crazy to think about.
when i'm not in-game, you can usually find me obsessing over gacha game characters (my favorites: shiori from priconne & symboli rudolf from umamusume) or tinkering with a computer (big fan of linux systems).
*not my real name, but also i've had people i know in real life just call me that
history
account creation in march 2015
actively playing from october 2017 until now
std first passes & fcs
to the best of my memory (so a lot of lower stuff is missing)
passes:
- 6*: kami no kotoba j1 diff
- 7*: survival dance dt (we dont talk about it)
- 8*: happy song
fcs:
- 3*: harumachi clover [dash's advanced] +hddthr
- 4*: granat [insane] +hd
- 5*: guinea pig bridge [reform's expert]
- 6*: rokugatsu no himitsu kichi [raindrops] +hddt
- 7*: omoi ga rekishi ni kawaru toki [plainasia] +dt
passes:
- 6*: kami no kotoba j1 diff
- 7*: survival dance dt (we dont talk about it)
- 8*: happy song
fcs:
- 3*: harumachi clover [dash's advanced] +hddthr
- 4*: granat [insane] +hd
- 5*: guinea pig bridge [reform's expert]
- 6*: rokugatsu no himitsu kichi [raindrops] +hddt
- 7*: omoi ga rekishi ni kawaru toki [plainasia] +dt
actively mapping from january 2020 until now (with a couple maps before then)
(non-BN) modding was occasional posts up until late 2023 - early 2024
BN from may 2024 until now, as part of BN Mentorship Cycle 2
my thoughts on bn mentorship: An Essay
first off: it's a great program theoretically. my brain works a specific way that felt incompatible with the usual application process; I never personally thought about taking the plunge with it. it just never felt "worth the time" for me. thus, having an alternative pathway that felt "closer" is incredible for people like myself.
where that interest diverges though: are we picking our best candidates? i have no idea how much this applies outside standard, but I think anyone who has networked a little bit in the community and made some mental notes, or snooped around profile pages for a while, can usually tell what happens to get someone in the cycle.
I respect a lot of the work that goes into the program, as someone who has gone through it. it will also never be perfect and I don't expect it to be. I also don't want something like what reportedly happened in cycle 0. there's just clearly some potential being squandered which really doesn't sit well with me
January 6th, 2026 6:06 AM
where that interest diverges though: are we picking our best candidates? i have no idea how much this applies outside standard, but I think anyone who has networked a little bit in the community and made some mental notes, or snooped around profile pages for a while, can usually tell what happens to get someone in the cycle.
I respect a lot of the work that goes into the program, as someone who has gone through it. it will also never be perfect and I don't expect it to be. I also don't want something like what reportedly happened in cycle 0. there's just clearly some potential being squandered which really doesn't sit well with me
January 6th, 2026 6:06 AM
mapping influences
mapperinfluences thing
my style may not take directly from these people but regardless i feel they made me who i am today
lasse — chloe — lmt
mizunashi akari/jasontime — scub — ponbot — misure
kibbleru — fushimi rio/pinkheart* — ignorethis — kusano
yogurtt — gust
*except for the part where they cheated in owc
and finally, hypercyte <3
other mappers i think should get more attention: -infinite-, niva, potatodew/nijika ijichi
what is my mapping style?
vibes-based (in the sense that i tend to just gravitate towards whatever i've seen that i've liked recently)
this applies to both my placements as well as my actual rhythms
if you ask me what i was thinking when placing something, i probably wasn't thinking at all, since that actually makes my output worse
this applies to both my placements as well as my actual rhythms
if you ask me what i was thinking when placing something, i probably wasn't thinking at all, since that actually makes my output worse
player influences
early on, puppy & Woey
at some point Wispy (who i met from woey's stream) got added to the list
and later i thought EEEEEEEEEEEEEEE & Zalaria were pretty cool too
setup
pc: ryzen 5 9600x / 32gb ddr5 / rx 6750 xt
keyboard: keychron c1 (hotswap), mouse: logitech g305
monitors: aoc va panel (1080p165), acer ips panel (1080p120)
headphones: epos h6pro closed back
mic: elgato wave neo
the switch list
current: alphanumeric keys use the penguins, rest is browns
keychron browns (came with the board)
akko penguins
keychron browns (came with the board)
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