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Accuracy:
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Medals:
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Ranked Score:49,289,923,732
Play Count:178,692
Play Time:2,337h
Max Combo:5,146x
Total Hits:32,222,809
Hits x Play:180
Replays Watched:346
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feel free to bump your pm if i haven't responded to it

[ anilistbskylastfmrym ]
bn: (request info / log) — gd: (likely not / log)
pfp: suaviterra — banner: 前髪




gacha:
-> priconne jp (952544186)
-> uma global (977929071831, main region) / jp (163752858685, not very active but support is hoshina mlb)
-> gakumas (3VRBLEQZ, not very active)
-> endfield na/eu (6525397548, gunga casual aka not very active)
also steam
former genshin/hsr/zzz accs (actually the hsr one is piloted now)

arcade rhythm games that im not very good at:
-> iidx (9933-0372)
-> maimai intl. (101498575346259)
LF: r1 gvm duos :true:

FAVS OF 2025
gonna be populating this further if i ever go through 2025 maps so ill leave it here for now

chronological order

next life
hito mania / igaku
the first time i met sanawon (yes its a revive, no i do not care)
(kinda fell off after a bit) cyber inductance
bliss

vleermuis
put me back together [[[on the floor]]]


looking for a new skin? try my awesome jace 6.25 edit

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"i don't know what everyone wants me to be, so i will be my best"
modding alumni of KeyWee and Nao Tomori; thank you!
also short stints as mapping mentees of Nina Kosaka, Sparhten and i think someone else but i dont remember anyways thank you!

and thank you everyone else who i met from this game - in particular: hypercyte, Ralkinson, Tycani, and yuiyamu.
i likely would've quit mapping without their companionship early on and even up to now

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about me
hi, i'm tilda*! i mainly do things on the mapping/modding side of osu! now, but i was heavily involved in playing the 5 digit tourney scene in standard for a couple years (2021-2024). this game has been a part of my life for the past decade in one way or another, which is rather crazy to think about.

when i'm not in-game, you can usually find me obsessing over gacha game characters (my favorites: shiori from priconne & symboli rudolf from umamusume) or tinkering with a computer (big fan of linux systems).

*not my real name, but also i've had people i know in real life just call me that

history
account creation in march 2015
actively playing from october 2017 until now
std first passes & fcs
to the best of my memory (so a lot of lower stuff is missing)

passes:
- 6*: kami no kotoba j1 diff
- 7*: survival dance dt (we dont talk about it)
- 8*: happy song

fcs:
- 3*: harumachi clover [dash's advanced] +hddthr
- 4*: granat [insane] +hd
- 5*: guinea pig bridge [reform's expert]
- 6*: rokugatsu no himitsu kichi [raindrops] +hddt
- 7*: omoi ga rekishi ni kawaru toki [plainasia] +dt

actively mapping from january 2020 until now (with a couple maps before then)

(non-BN) modding was occasional posts up until late 2023 - early 2024
BN from may 2024 until now, as part of BN Mentorship Cycle 2
my thoughts on bn mentorship: An Essay
first off: it's a great program theoretically. my brain works a specific way that felt incompatible with the usual application process; I never personally thought about taking the plunge with it. it just never felt "worth the time" for me. thus, having an alternative pathway that felt "closer" is incredible for people like myself.

where that interest diverges though: are we picking our best candidates? i have no idea how much this applies outside standard, but I think anyone who has networked a little bit in the community and made some mental notes, or snooped around profile pages for a while, can usually tell what happens to get someone in the cycle.

I respect a lot of the work that goes into the program, as someone who has gone through it. it will also never be perfect and I don't expect it to be. I also don't want something like what reportedly happened in cycle 0. there's just clearly some potential being squandered which really doesn't sit well with me

January 6th, 2026 6:06 AM

some tournament banners
i have more but since i nuked my previous profile layouts im gonna have to find them somewhere yes






mapping influences
mapperinfluences thing
my style may not take directly from these people but regardless i feel they made me who i am today

lasse — chloelmt
mizunashi akari/jasontime — scub — ponbot — misure
kibbleru — fushimi rio/pinkheart* — ignorethis — kusano
yogurtt — gust
*except for the part where they cheated in owc

and finally, hypercyte <3

other mappers i think should get more attention: -infinite-, niva, potatodew/nijika ijichi

what is my mapping style?
vibes-based (in the sense that i tend to just gravitate towards whatever i've seen that i've liked recently)

this applies to both my placements as well as my actual rhythms
if you ask me what i was thinking when placing something, i probably wasn't thinking at all, since that actually makes my output worse

player influences
early on, puppy & Woey
at some point Wispy (who i met from woey's stream) got added to the list
and later i thought EEEEEEEEEEEEEEE & Zalaria were pretty cool too

setup
pc: ryzen 5 9600x / 32gb ddr5 / rx 6750 xt
keyboard: keychron c1 (hotswap), mouse: logitech g305
monitors: aoc va panel (1080p165), acer ips panel (1080p120)

headphones: epos h6pro closed back
mic: elgato wave neo

the switch list
current: alphanumeric keys use the penguins, rest is browns

keychron browns (came with the board)
akko penguins











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Daily SproutNever Give UpValue Your IdentityThe Future Is NowPUPConsolation PrizeYou're Here ForeverHospitalityAutocreationInfinitesimal
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Beatmap Challenge Packs
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Video Game Pack vol.1Rhythm Game Pack vol.1Internet! Pack vol.1Anime Pack vol.1Video Game Pack vol.2Anime Pack vol.2Video Game Pack vol.3Internet! Pack vol.2Rhythm Game Pack vol.2Anime Pack vol.3Rhythm Game Pack vol.3Internet! Pack vol.3Anime Pack vol.4Rhythm Game Pack vol.4Internet! Pack vol.4Video Game Pack vol.4MOtOLOiDMappers' Guild Pack ICrankyMappers' Guild Pack IIHigh Tea MusicCulprateHyuNImperial Circus Dead DecadencetieffMappers' Guild Pack IIIMappers' Guild Pack IVAfterpartyBen BriggsCarpool TunnelCreocYsmixFractal DreamersLukHash*namirinonumiThe FlashbulbUndead CorporationWisp XCamellia ICelldwellerCranky IICute Anime GirlsELFENSJoNHyper PotionsKola KidLeaFPanda EyesPUPRicky MontgomeryRinS3RLSound SoulerTeminiteVINXISMappers' Guild Pack VMappers' Guild Pack VITouhou Packginkiha PackVocaloid PackMaduk PackAitsuki Nakuru PackOmoi PackChill PackRohi PackDrum & Bass PackProject Loved: Winter 2021Project Loved: Spring 2022Project Loved: Summer 2022Project Loved: Autumn 2022Project Loved: Winter 2022Project Loved: Spring 2023Project Loved: Summer 2023in love with a ghostProject Loved: Best of 2024
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Hush-Hush
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Don't let the bunny distract you!S-RankerMost ImprovedNon-stop DancerConsolation PrizeChallenge AcceptedStumblerJackpotQuick DrawObsessedNonstopJack of All TradesTwin PerspectivesTime DilationAfterimageTo The CorePreparedEclipseReckless AbandonTunnel VisionBehold No DeceptionLights OutCamera ShyThe Sum Of All FearsDekasightHour Before The DawnSlow And SteadyNo Time To SpareSognareRealtor ExtraordinaireMeticulousInfinitesimalEquilibriumImpeccableAeonQuick MathsKaleidoscopeValedictionTen To OneExquisitePersistence Is KeyMad ScientistTribulationRight On TimeReplicaAll GoodIn MemoriamSanguineNot AgainDeliberationWhen You See ItTime SinkYou're Here ForeverHospitalityTrue NorthSuperfanResurgenceClarityAutocreationFestive FeverValue Your IdentityDexterityDeciduous ArboristBy The Skin Of The TeethInfectious EnthusiasmMeticulous MayhemWeather ReverieHotshotHamster WheelCourier Catapult
Hush-Hush (Expert)
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PerseveranceFeel The BurnJust One SecondUp For The ChallengeUnstoppableIs This Real Life?RealitätOur Mechanical BenefactorsElite50/50Thrill of the ChaseThe Girl in the ForestYou Can't HideTrue TormentThe Firmament MovesToo Fast, Too FuriousFeelin' ItOverconfidentSpookedSkylordB-RaveAny%MirageUnder The StarsSenselessUpon The WindVantageEfflorescenceInundateNot BluffingEureka!RegicidePermadeathThe Future Is NowNatural 20AHAHAHAHADead CenterFinal BossBeast ModeLightlessMortal CoilsDark FamiliarityCreator's GambitUnseen HeightsAstronomicIron WillStar PowerBanana RepublicCausalityAbrogationInternmentAnabasisLiteralHybrid HyperionDivination BreakUnwiltedPioneerOvercooked?CandescenceThe Strongest Ice FairyUp To ElevenWaning MemoryFading ReflectionStargazer
Mod Introduction
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Skill & Dedication
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Catch 20,000 fruitsCatch 200,000 fruitsCatch 2,000,000 fruitsA Slice Of LifeDashing Ever ForwardZesty DispositionHyperdash ON!It's Raining FruitFruit NinjaDreamcatcherLord of the CatchSweet And SourReaching The CoreClean PlatterBetween The RainAddictedQuickeningSupersonicDashing ScarletCatch 20,000,000 fruits40,000 Keys400,000 Keys4,000,000 KeysFirst StepsNo Normal PlayerImpulse DriveHyperspeedEver OnwardsAnother SurpassedExtra CreditManiacKeystruckKeying InHyperflowBreakthroughEverything ExtraLevel BreakerStep UpBehind The Veil40,000,000 Keys500 Combo750 Combo1,000 Combo2,000 Combo5,000 Plays15,000 Plays25,000 Plays50,000 PlaysRising StarConstellation PrizeBuilding ConfidenceInsanity ApproachesThese Clarion SkiesAbove and BeyondSupremacyAbsolutionTotalityBusiness As UsualBuilding SteamMoving ForwardParadigm ShiftEvent HorizonChosenPhantasmUnfathomableCyclone30,000 Drum Hits300,000 Drum Hits3,000,000 Drum HitsI Can See The TopThe Gradual RiseScaling UpApproaching The SummitAnguish QuelledNever Give UpAberrationMy First DonKatsu Katsu KatsuNot Even TryingFace Your DemonsThe Demon WithinDrumbreakerThe GodfatherRhythm IncarnateKeeping TimeTo Your Own BeatBig DrumsAdversity OvercomeDemonslayerRhythm's CallTime EverlastingThe Drummer's Throne30,000,000 Drum HitsDaily SproutWeekly SaplingMonthly Shrub