the latest update (aug 2024) i can give about my eye is that it's much better since my last update in nov 2023! rarely it still turns red (usually irritation or dryness) but the last time it was in big trouble was a few months ago so that's all good. although stye keeps coming back every once in while its stupid. i do my best to not push it too much, so sorry for random hiatuses from osu if i do any from my eye.

update nov 2023:
i posted on my twitter about the status of my eye but i feel its really getting better now (not completely healed yet) but i think its okay enough to try continue playing again. but if it does go bad again then i'll just stick to doing simple non flashy things for a while until its perfect.
tl;dr my left still has a stye on bottom lid (its not red really anymore, no feelings feels fine). my right eye has a viral infection. simialr symptoms but feels ok.

my right eye has similar symptoms to my left previously, but slowly getting better, just feels dry very often so have to lubricate it and pray my body completely fights it off since ive been on medication TOO long and don't want to create bacteria resistance to meds. ive been trying to be super hygienic the past month so i hope it works well. occassionally i will randomly feel like something is in either of my eye so i instantly rush to washroom to wash it out (usuly its just my eyelash somehow poking my eye idk how it fall off, scares me tho). currently when i type this, you would see the entire bottom half of my right eye look red.

i do stream often these days if you're interested to ask me anything or catch me playing osu since i'm derusting now.i do stream other stuff though but if u stick around it would be cool (and yes i do ocasional sponsor thing because i already spent like $1k+ the past year on this eye stuff. i just need to get money back so i can use it to pay off student loan and other stuff since i have been unable to get a job and don't wanna relly stress myself out being full time at uni. so sorry in advance if u catch me selling out)


february 2023 update?:
if u seeing this, just letting u know i cant really play osu much these days. i have a chronic eye infection (some unknown chronic type of conjunctivitis if you wanna look it up idk what its called since i wait for new specialist) since the start of this year that makes playing this game frequently so hard because it makes my eye dry really easy and hurt after too long playing. it came so bad to the point sometime in feb or smth when my eye would just randomly burst into tears and looking at anything bright was impossble, so my fault for not taking care. i dont know if it will get better since it been 6 months, but i wanna still try and improve but i have to constantly derust, but i am taking care of my eyes more and been taking medication since. i think thats better for me since i dont want to go blind.

if my eye does get truly in a better condition, i really wanna get a wooting and some grip tape since my kb is so broken, since i guess thats what people do these days and ill prob have so much motivaiton to zoom past everyone by then