Quit from osu? I whis I can. At least I will always be no-one. None a respected player, never set a omg play!!@@1!11! and farmed uselessy till rank 600.
Who am I? Have I really done something remarkable? No, I'm a player exactly like other 1 millions whose played taiko. Sorry for didn't carry enough to bring Italy in more decent place in all the tournament we played. I was just a sandbag, nothing else.

You know what. I want to talk. Yeah, I must talk with someone. I become so unstable, everyday having mental breakdown, everytime I can do the worst thing possible, I think I should disappear, from everything, twitter osu! steam discord instagram, not having a fucking of anyone, at least I can only make people sadder. Then why should I still in contact with someone? I should do what I did in my childhood, be the quite guy, suffering but without exposing anything, because why someone would help me? Am I good at something? Ofc not, and my life constantly giving to me reasons to kill myself. I always said to my mother I was depressed, but she has never believed me. She always said that I don't have the idea of what depression is, what is concern. Well mother, some friends of mine had to call the police to check I was still alive or not, I was one centimetre to kill myself, and y'know what, it would better for anyone. If you kill yourself you're not a looser, but someone that genuinely couldn't support more of what he has just supported. But this is only my consideration after 21 years of desperetly cry, using illegal substances, but you dear friend whose reading all this shit, you're better than me. You have certanly someone that can help you, you can overcome all the difficulties. Why? Because you're strong man, you should never give up, you have to live, you must reach your goal, because what I learned from this short life is that nothing is better than someone smiling. There's nothing you can't do, becuase you have all the capabilities to do what you want. Be freedom, be happy, smile at anything the life gives you either in good or bad way. Fuck all the people who are trying to get you down, you must face your difficulties and pass it. I would be so happy too is everyone could, one day, see their life and smile at. Because in this case they would know that have passed the best life possible. Vi amo tutti, anche chi non mi parla più, chi ha discusso con me, chi è mio amico, vi adoro perchè davanti alle difficolta riuscite a uscirne più forti di prima. Mentre io rimarrò qua. A marcire nel mio piccolo. Voi, che potete, spiccate il volo e raggiungete i vostri obbiettivi e siate felici, ve lo meritate <3. Anyway no, I don't think I'll retry to kill myself. Sorry :3

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