Played osu! tournaments from late 2018 to early 2022. Over 150 tournaments played and 5 tournaments hosted. Exciting things were happening in my life so I ran out of time to focus on osu! so I moved on around March 2022. However, the people I've met through the game has stuck with me even after I quit, that is why I believe I will never truly quit this game.

FFR-Style Tourney: fucking mess holy shit. Host kept changing the schedule according to him and referees were useless. THE HECCING SCORING SYSTEM ALSO CHANGED HALF WAY THROUGH THE TOURNEY. I hated the tourney and it's players (some guy bragging about how he is better than everyone unironically) so much I legit left in the middle of the match and never came back.

Accel Tournament 7: My first real tourney, really hyped for this one. So hyped in fact I was shaking in during the match. Yes I was shaking for hype not stress legit. I was matched with xenonius on first round and lol I got rekt.

Rekindling Summer 2018: ALL of the nice people are from here, this was the origin of Lobby42, we were the 42nd lobby in this tourney. I was again really hyped for this because it was big. RO128 passed easily because Downpour did not show up therefore we win automatically. But then in RO64 qualifiers, I messed up big time and the players were really good, I think Xeli was in the match. The tourney ended up with Kron winning the bracket lol lo lo lo l ololol.

Neon Knights: Yooooooo this tourney was goooood. Mappool was fun and amazing, it released ON REGISTRATION and there weren't a lot of sandbaggers so it was really fair game. Guess what ENDED UP LOSING EVERYTHING EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. I got reverse sweeped in my quarters match and every match before was because of forfeits xd.

Strafe: Kron told me to join so I joined real late, didn't practice the pool AT ALL and ALMOST ALMOST passed the qualifiers.

Enigmatic Autumn Brawl: BIG GAP between tourneys, took about a 5 month break from tournaments. Turns out I signed up too late and was placed on reserves xd rip wanted to kill Nik

Cindelluna's Winter Tour Part1: Most professional and definitely best organized tourney I've ever been in. The heccing sign up form took me 30 minutes to do. Yet I was still placed on reserves. Now that I look back on it by the time the grand finals has come, I would have been over ranked for ages.

Stuck In Qualifiers: I was pretty hyped about this as well. Lots of cool players and epic pool. This was when I met kyuu and Jugem, I discovered the 5 digit scene was a lot bigger than I thought from those two. Imagine fc'ing everything in a rather hard pool first try. Let's just say I wasn't even close to making it out of the first qualifiers match.

The all rounder: I thought I had a chance at this because I consider myself an "all rounder", but nah there was no way, too many god damn good players actually insane.

Lobby42: yeaaaa didn't make it out of the qualifiers again. This was a tourney between friends that was basically a big group stage that progresses to a bracket stage. This proved to me that yes our server is pretty damn good at this game. My only match won was against Shovan by luck really.

Osu Dolphin Tourney: YEA DOLPHIN'S TOURNEY YEA. I met Yoshi here and he played really well. If I didn't fail the HD qualifiers map mayyybe I would have passed but idk. I really appreciate this and Nik's tourney because they're rather simplistic yet really well organised.

Nik's Tournament: Big ass qualifiers pool, hey look with Yoshi again. Idk I did well in the qualifiers match, just too many people too stacked. Don't think I would ever have made it out. Passing the HD map would have helped tho.

Osu Player's Choice Tournament: Again good tourney, fun maps suggested by the players and great players with a loser's bracket. Kinda pissed how I got matched up with some of the best players in the tourney. I would never have made it out because of how I was seeded. Met ErroTheCube and Heisiban here, GREAT players.

Tag Turbo Tournament: ESPALZA EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. I met Xpekade here, insane mouse only player. We had really good matches too, won against 3 teams and only lost in quarter finals. The team we lost to went on to get 2nd place.

Osu! Roll Tournament: I LOVE YOU MIKEL WHERE'S OSU ROLL 2 @@@@@@@@@ (lost first round in WB and LB)

24h Marathon: I had to drop out due to Chinese New Year, Lobby42's team did GREAT tho

TV size tourney: another drop because pain didn't put a team up REEEEEEEEEEEEE

Tag Turbo Tournament like 8: Big disappointment, feeling well that day and played up to standards with not a lot of nerves, was about to meet the lobby42 friends as well. We lost to -rush and DesConTent when they were both not doing so good. I want to and will blame it on my teammate, how do you get 200k on the simplest consistency DT map????

Osu!Redemption Tournament: Bullshit REFEREE, literally aborted the match fucking half way through like what the actual shit isn't this badged? The hecking match was streamed too. I literally can't complain to anyone so that's that I guess. dblade played well, really well, but my shit misses on the redemption map was just so trash. I took this tournament really seariously and enjoyed it very much. Just the staff were actual trash. Group stage was just a walk in the park for us but so much stuff went wrong, schedules, people not waking up, an entire team forfeit, a guy breaking their monitor, ref not showing up and so on.

Yuta's Spring Cup: It was supposed to be me diempyl and vita but the host broke his PC and cancelled the tourney, kind of a shame.

Villoux tourney: Never underestimate people. I was going against Boris_S and his profile really didn't say anything and I didn't practice the pool at all. I went in blind but had some strategy. Turns out he's just an accuracy god that plays fast maps and HD (though he did ban HR).

Rapid Accurney: Matched with Diempyl first round!!!!!!! Except I didn't practice pool and I didn't even know I had a tourney then lol, lost badly

Turbo Team Tournament #6: I teamed with P a t r i c k and we got to face -rush and DesConTent. Guess what, we lost to them in TB FEELS BAD.

Rising Nations 3: BIG rip, I invited practically the whole team. I went on the country tab in game and I just went on an DM'd a bunch of Canadians. I also sent the forum post in Lobby42. I got Deflateddolphin, xenonius, Luma, Sunfire, Big lau in and ended up dooming myself from a spot on the team.

Five Digit Feud: We had "fine sirs" the group that went to finals in our group and they basically swept us. Trey- got banned on their team tho which is kinda stupid that one of their team members were cheating. We then lost on the last match of the groups which sealed our fate, we lost tiebreaker by 100k.

NNU clan Tournament: This tournament was a mess, the host was being stupid, dumb and anal. Literally wouldn't litsen to any of his staff or his players. It had this group qualifier thing? idk it was dumb and the amount of new people in this tournament made it so it was impossible to schedule anything with them. I FF the group qualifier match.

Bread Cup: Our team was on 3 continents being America, Europe and Asia. That was insanely hard to schedule since the only time we really are available at the same time is 15UTC Saturday and since all the tournaments were happening at that time we had to forfeit all the matches we had in groups.

NF tourney: This tournament was actually pretty fun. Host was awesome and we had these fun little side events which were interesting. Overall problem was there wasn't enough referees which made the tournament feel kinda unprofessional.

Osu!Amino Tournament: I hated this. Host was so bad, wouldn't reply to shit I sent him and there weren't any referees. I wasn't able to play because there was like 5 qualifier lobbies and none of them are after 15UTC. Dumb shit.

Test Tournament 2: This was really really fun. It wasn't really serious since everyone in our group were 4-1digits which were insane. We went up against this polish team with almost all polish OWC players and was basically trolling because they rekt us.

Ted Tournament: WE didn't like this. It was in the middle of BBC, ESF and FDF and the pools were so shit it wasn't worth playing. We FF our loser's match because of how boring the pool was.

Cindelluna's Map Roulette Tournament: I met Skimble here really nice dud. I was matched up against him in the first match and I thought he was gonna basically sweep me and so did everyone. Except it was kinda sad, he didn't want to pass 6* maps since he didn't want to and the entire pool was 6*. Also his keyboard broke which meant he had to play on a 10$ membrane. I think that's why I won the match against him. And then I faced against tenidiot which played really good (and I did really bad because I was at a friend's house). And then I was wondering how Tilt was even in loser's bracket. He did really well but the match was still close even though the points didn't seem like it.

Old Map Fantasy 3: Literally joined this because Kaeldori is hosting, it was a really really good concept and I would have loved to play more in it. Sadly I literally cannot play Low AR, old maps or EZ/FL.

Enigmatic Winter Tour 4v4: Holy. FUck. This tourney was INSANE. OG Lobby 42 team LET'S GO. We did REALLY REALLY good getting top 6 in this very contested tournament. It's also very weird that me and xenonius were the two people (other than kron) that was on 80% of the time. Kron carried till the very end. The pools were honestly pretty amazing as well. Great experience loved it.

Fast Fingers Tournament: Scuffed af, felt really unprofessional. The host was like too scared to talk to the public so he talked with a bot? what. He was also very unacceptant to change and made the players pool for finals (lol what). I honestly hated the pool, I thought it was gonna be a rather speedy tourney but instead it was mostly finger control. Also the host called me slow because I couldn't stream 250bpm L O L.

Baku's Random Team Tournament: Another case of Diempyl not doing his job as captain... I was with Kaeldori until baku knows he fucked up. So he rerolled and I got put with diempyl and specktrumm. Specktrumm sucked and diempyl was really not focused on the tourney. I had to reschedule everything and he straight up ditched a TB to ref L42RTT. Bakugo is a great host tho ngl.

Artichoke Tournament: We had some real bad problems with scheduling with this one. Lothjon was never here for reasons and it would always be too late for Audrey. This was the tourney were there were a team of cheaters and we had to replay the match (in which we won). Also Green_Planet was been dumb and didn't put a timer which made 3 maps in a BO11 turn into 1h30..... I had to reschedule it because Diempyl wasn't doing his job as captain at all. Didn't go that far SF I believe.

Dynamic Spring Solos: I inted qualifiers so hard LOL. I still somehow made it pass but I got matched with _Suzuha first round which really screwed me (although I did kill his electricity). And then I had a match with Kerli that was really suspicious (it looked like he disconnected on purpose). I'm also reffing other tiers which has been great because I've been looking more and more into the 4 digit scene.

Dolphin's Spring Tournament: yea inted qualifiers even harder this time. Even if I did make it I wouldn't have stood a chance. Too many great players in this it's insane. Gonna be commentating tho so yeet.

Turbo Team Tournament 7: Can't blame it on Ziho, I did pretty trash too. Didn't expect to get sweeped first round tho lol. gg Aidown x Apsuko.

Ricma Osu! Tournament: L, we all started this tournament feeling incredibly motivated and excited to play. And then when the tournament actually began no one wanted to play it anymore. No one played the pool and we all kinda inted the tourney. Organisation wise it was pretty good just kaneki kinda not paying attention to what I'm saying 90% of the time.

Anime Squad Open: We literally joined this even though I knew it was gonna be horrible. It was horrible and I got to beat up some noobs. And then Dolphin sweeped me. heck. ok.

Canadian Draft Cup 2019: WHAT THE HECK I GOT A BADGE. My team was freaking amazing and I only realised that later lol. I thought we were gonna lose to early on (which we kinda did) but then the pools started favoring us and we won it all through loser's bracket. I really did nothing (other than the sheets) so thanks for the carry guys love yall.

Mahloola Regional Cup: Carnate carry, this was sadly exactly when brandon became super rusty at the game so we weren't able to go further. Still this just proves carnate is gamer if he wants to be.

pls enjoy tournament 2019: This was an interesting sv1 tournament. Played with brandon and god, Mitkins is a freaking gamer. I got carried but not enough and we kinda all just didn't have time to play. rip.

Five Digit Feud 2: hey we had pseudophilia and Carnate for this. Sadly we all kinda gave up on this and wasn't focusing on it. It was horribly run the second time around. Didn't make it far but lol ok.

osu!Global Tournament #5: this is just sad. Lily sucks ASS as a person, Kalesy works 90 hours a week and sigmas was not let in. Welp we basically couldn't play and we FF

Ladder Cup: god, we all hated the pools they sucked so bad, and I didn't even like the concept to start with. Ended up reffing a lot of the matches and got to meet a ton of 4 digit tournament players which is really fun.

Osu! Player's Choice Tournament #2: ok what went wrong here is that the staff team was completely dead including the host. I think it was good that the host I guess tried his best to save the tournament at the end. But it was a bit too late and everyone FF. gg kron tho nice.

Baku's Random Team Tournament #2: Tournament was fun to play (with the group stage and my amazing team) but the pools were so incredibly bad especially at the end. JeZag pulled through at the beginning of the tourney but ended up dropping off by the finals. Really good run thought we coulda gotten the badge.

Wilted Tree World Tour #2: God why did xenonius not choose me as B team captain. I literally did everything for B team: made the sheets, discussed strategies and put on the roster. Our team was very very confident in themselves which kinda led to us losing in groups. It's whatever we did good against Ukraine at least.

Osu! Redemption 3: woijefoiqjveqfroiwdnvdghfoedqnvhwifqnedifo, holy shit this was the best run I've ever had with xenonius. We had the biggest come back, loser round 2 to freaking 7. We did so good we could've been 3rd!!!!! But then xeno's wifi died lol. We had to freaking forfeit. Whatever I have his number now.

L42 Anti Carry Tournament: Me Leo and Ziho, wtf ziho did ok first match, wtf we won the second match through FF, wtf we lost. Dang.

5 Digit Autumn Cup: I didn't make the A team again! This time I was B team captain but I didn't like the players on the team so I decided to drop. This made me really appreciate the wtwt2 B team since that was legitimately a decent team. Canada got 3rd place WTF! that's insane. GG to Canada A (I have them all a month of supporter)

Dolphin's Draft Tournament: I got fucking memed by phophicles. He picked me,nibs, ziho and Fortnite Dab along with carma. I played it off ok but I'm actually kinda sad I didn't get to play in a real team. The captains kinda all inted their picks somehow. Btw we sucked but Carma is a cool player since he uses his PHONE AS HIS TABLET.

Pumpkin Spice Tournament: ayyyyy dickweed tournament. This had a lot of memorable matches with me and Thore 2 v 4 a huge team and WINNING. This was honestly an amazing run with me,dolphin, thore and danX. Some scheduling issues but overall this was really fun.

Fre n Farrel's Tournament: I got to team with blufir finally! and with xeno too! We had a hype team but because of the dumb 2 bans in a tiny ass pool we got cucked on first round. I got sick and we got reverse swept by magblood's team. It was my fault for picking DT because I didn't wanna play NM1 but the pools really kinda sucked.

Dio's Bizarre Holiday Triples: Got third place in this! Very cool achievement, played with bmax in this. Tournament was well done just the forfeit in the loser's finals was kinda unfortunate.

Mod Royale Tournament: Top 12, in the DT bracket kinda got outscaled at the end. Still did pretty good through the tourney.

Yeong's Epicly Encompassing Tournament: Top 12, good 1v1! I actually qualified high in a tournament for once lol. Got a bunch of forfeits in the beginning but the match with Lukia was actually pretty good. Last tournament for a bit.

TROT
TAR4
TRU
CES
CDC2
5DFC
RDT
L42BCT
5DSC
ESD
BPPT
LOC
UFT
SDT
BRTT4
KSM
AbyssCup

ONGOING STUFF

deflateddolphin: That hidden guy, cool.
Kron05: That player that does the FC
ZihoTsui: That guy that plays League
Monofly: Anime meme man
Drou: Hon Hon Québec
Evan1: Stupid pickems
Xpekade: I help this guy and he help me!
Gohgo: Montreal Farmer
thunderbird: Mr Prime Minister
Rushiki: Italian Mafia
xenonius: deranker turn femboy

80k
70k
60k
3k pp
200pp score (YEET)
FC 4min 5*map (Million Futures)
50k
Pass 7* (Uncontrollable TV size)
top 2k in canada
40k
first 6* FC (Akatsuki Zukuyo shit acc)
4k pp
250pp score (PP recalc gave flamingo 250pp)
30k (again PP recalc gave me under 30k E)
5k pp
10k
300pp score
4digit
6k pp
5k
top 500 in canada
400pp score
1k
8k pp
3digit
500pp score
9k pp
500
top 50 in canada
Everything after is unrealistic

Other goals:

-No CBCC/Shiori/Anime ban/Hitorigoto/Granat/Gravity falls/Ily/Kira kira/Haitai in my top plays YEA I'VE DONE IT
-Learn HD
-Learn EZ
-Learn HR YEA I CAN PLAY HR NOW
-Learn DT YEA I CAN
-Learn Tech
-Learn Mouse
-fuck ur mum