Well for My mapping journey in 2016 since i was using laptop (dell inspiron 6400) i had mapping any of my favorite song but actually i wasn't know how to map but i just learn it to mapping catch the beat, honestly i was add any song like Bad girl by KrisWu, Rameses B - Take Me Away (feat. Sue Cho) you know, but in past im not good mapper since i wasn't mapping in osu though it was embarrassment for myself since i was 17 year, i was mapping for little bit but im not good for it, even if 2017 early i had post my map about the song heavygrinder - escape while i have Normal PC like before i turned 18 year after January, but after my laptop was dead because of motherboard has inside of my laptop and it has no longer to worked when it doesn't turning on bacj in 2016, since it has happen, in 2017 since i post my first map And I started improving things on Beatmaps during mapping in the song, i mean i was beginner to mapping song, even rest song as well i remember that, so.. when i post my map with song i cry by Flo Rida, then cYsmix - Aumetra the Sequel (Extended Mix) but it seems no one would play my old maps and it's not suit for them to playing one of my maps after i delete my maps that no one like it, in august 18th 2017 i post my map after mapping with good thing, the song M2U feat. Kaicy - Gravity but i wasn't put word in Name artist only M2U instead of feat. Kaicy since i put Furry background then another background with sword art online furry version from 2017 to 2025, and now i had changed this New Background because it looks better, even if im try continue to mapping but it may taking a lot of hours including new maps, and i don't have much time to do, anyways from now on im osu!mapper since 2017 but i don't think if anyone will love my maps or no, i just make sure to say this

As For Mappers i honestly Respect them whether if they are Elite Mappers, any Mappers by chance. i don't say "GDs Request is not Allowed" please do not expect on me i had to say it. some of them were think about me that i say or maybe they don't care, because one of my maps is wip or maybe my maps is complete (Including my beatmap are finished and ready for Qualifications or ranked or even loved after graveyard, like if that's should be approved for my maps. So GDs is Allowed for mappers, even if i want modders or they could adding new diffs as they Can Also made me as GDs for my maps, the reason is why i made all of my beatmaps for everyone to play if they like it or not. this is NOT just Offenese, problems, Troubles, Abuses, Drama or misunderstood. im try to chilling for this Matter i don't want to lose something, the other of my maps isn't finished yet or maybe it has graveyard since it doesn't have any ranked or Loved, even some maps has wip which is not finish yet or maybe my maps is done and ready to play, but the reason is nobody has motivating me for my beatmap i created myself because they ain't join my set when i share it, i'm try looking for GDs (Guest difficulties), Modders, or BNs (Beatmap Nominators) but they don't interesed

So By the way, for some reason one of my beatmap was had wip or it has abandoned when i am not to continue mapping as long as i were busy or focus with another stuff, even if my map is finished, that's okay you can played and hype train, praise for any maps while it has pending (for Hype train) or graveyard (for praise) but since i don't continue to mapping, it seems like i don't know but honestly No one love this, that's why i delete one of my maps because it looks no one interest or looking for my maps i post! ;-;

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