Respect means a lot of things, here its about the game and not about the person behind it, one could say inspirations

Kyooun
Karcher
Vaxei
Bubbleman(Its also about the Person, love him)
Topoi
Rektygon
Kushvanman

Also most of the German Top 100 hahah

never forget best collab oat:

















i won a random tournament
SWOT winner pog

This is a lil osu diary for me.
Just ignore.

10.12.19:

(OLD)IF YOU READ THIS IGNORE ALL MY PLAYS BECAUSE I SWITCHED FROM MOUSE ONLY TO TABLET AND IM HORRIBLE NOW(4k pp atm)


16.03.20:

Its Corona Time and i kinda learned tablet now. I set a new top play but still havent got my consistency and stamina back. And i notelock way to often.


DUDE I FUCKING CHOKE EVERY SCORE

29.04.20:

So im slowly getting into streaming getting some good combos on mid 6 stars and passing high 6´low 7 stars.
currently my max streaming is at 205-210bpm
Got my consistency back.
And i had the worst choke of my life not losing much pp but an s rank on distance as you see under this(i missed the last slider).



So today (1.5.20) was one of the best sesseion ive ever had, i made +6k ranks in an hour. I had a MASSIVE score on Monster effect which wouldve been well over 300pp if the acc wasnt shit. Yep Osu God doesnt want me to do a 300pp yet.

(7.5.20)
Ok somehow i learned hr and set some pretty nice scores gaining like 4k ranks today.
currently im am ca. 35k. Im gonna fucking farm lonely go with hr.
(i choked 300pp today like 10 times :c)



FIRST 300pp TODAY ON LONELY GO+HR(8.05.20)
Uta(Himei) pass(11.5.20)


Have to go afk for a few days.
Tried to build my pc in a new Tower and now it doesnt work. Hopefully i can fix it :')


Im back and just choked 300pp on V
it was a shitmiss bc of shake after the jumps :c


Update time:i got multiple 300 pp plays now and just set a new top play worth 349pp.
I passed Image Material at rank 30k i think(im 18k now)
Today i choked multiple very good runs on tengaku one of them had 87 acc at end.
I died at the fucking last stream section so often even tho i passed it in training diff like everytime.
At least i now know that i can pass tengaku and i will pass it tomorrow.
My fav score from me so far is definetely my new top play since it isnt a tv size. I now play less tv sized maps because there arent as many that can give the amount of pp i need so im working on some pretty cool scores atm.
(written on 9th of june 2020)
As i said i passed Tengaku twice today,very happy boi

6k pp reached today(12.06.2020)
3 Digit in Germany(15.06.20)

Today i nearly fc'd my first 7 star
I got great acc and sadly 1 miss at the very end. But its still ok since i could set a new top play worth 376pp(403pp without the miss)

Welp my pen died so theres a pause for a few days(28.06.20)
Bac(1.07.20)
Not home for a week(3.04.2020)
Im back and got 2 x 300pp today getting back into top 14k
Feeling a bit weird tho bc my tablet is broken but i hope this month will be good.

So i got a new Tablet now and i hope it will fix my problem.(I got 2 Gaomon s620 and 3 pens now bruh)

ok wtf i set a 3.5k combo fc on Ghost of Perdition(10 minute 5 star)
(20.07.20)
im getting worse idk
this makes me rly sad tbh




(28.8.20)so now its time for the maybe last thing im going to write here
im probably going to quit the game after i played a tourney i registered for
unless it will get better again till then but atm the game isnt really fun and ive stopped improving :,)
(9.09.20)ok tourney is in 2 days and its looking good again but i cant practice bc im studying atm :/

(13.9.20)
BACK at getting ranks again...maybe i can finally hit 4 digit... but i need a 7 star fc

first 7 star fc on Imagination + hr 25.09.2020(BUT SHITACC 98.4 I NEED TO FIX IT FML)

(25.09.2020)SO as you can see im getting Ranks again(11.1k now)i think it helped a,lot to change my skin bc i was mindblocked on fingerlocking and i panicked very quickly. Since i changed skin tho those mindblocks are gone and i could play the game normally again
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part below is old and stupid so ignore

uh because i didnt mention most of my coolest scores here ima do a quick Update on my coolest scores so far
Passes:
Red like Roses(A)
Warriors(8.5*, B)
Soukai Rock(8.4*, B)
Happy Song((8.18*, A)
Space Invaders( https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XL5CNslpbpU&t=177s )
Ikenai Borderline(7.9*, B)
Walk This Way(1234, 7.7, B)
Teo(Motto!, 7.74*, B)
Snow Drive(7.7*, B)
!!Tenshi(7.59), B)!!
!!Because Maybe pt1!!
Fallen(7.1*, B)
!!Poppy Altar(9.03* and over 200 combo)!!
Preserved Valkyria(8.53*, B)
Dash Hopes 3(300bpm madness, 8.35* and over 400 combo)
Sound Chimera((8.3*)
true truely Love(8.05*)
Tengaku(8*)
Destination Calabria(7.96 and 8.5*)
Fallen(7.6*)
Nisemono Chuihoo(7.64 nearly Top 50 on this one)
Flying Out To The Sky(7.6* and 8.4*)
Its Raining Man(8* and 777 combo on 7 star)
Deconstruction Star(7.15*)
Overtime(7.14*)
Those are from my main Skillset(singletap and aim)

Stream passes coming soon
Ange de Blanc Pur


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I died on euphoria at 90% map completion 3 times now AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA








15.10.20
Well today is the day i got 4 Digit, hit 7k pp and nearly(very nearly) got my first 400pp(394pp on ILY 7.4 * 1 miss)

30.10.20
Got so close to 400pp got a fucking 3 miss on kimi no bouken with hr like wtf this shouldve been 400 but noooo my acc is shit bc of the fucking stream i always ss -.-
Top 500 germany reached on 30.10.20

1.11.20
NO NUT NOVEMBER OOF
and
it happened
I GOT MY FIRST 400PP
433pp WITH A 7.14 STAR SS ON THE NEW IMAGINATION IDK HOW I DID THAT
FIRST 7 STAR SS BEFORE FIRST 6 STAR SS I THINK
second 7 star fc

5.11.20
third 7 star fc
Chicago + hr 7.15* highest star fc so far by 0.01 lmao
15.11
2nd 400pp on sotarks 7.9 star(1 miss choke ca. 450-500pp)
19.11
Yes i played hidamari for 3rd 400 im sorry
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SOOOOO havent worte in here in a looong time. It is April 22nd and in the last 3 days i did 6 400 pp plays lmao(one of em didn't submit tho) and 3 of them are basically 500pp chokes.
I also did not write about my jojo 7.5 star fc which gave 399pp. Also i got 4 s ranks on the save mes and 3 times i had 1 miss bht is till did not fc any version lmao.
My top plays are kinda fixed now i stopped farming and invested all my time in getting better at Streaming, speed, stamina and consistency. Aim was already there and slowly all comes together.
Legend of Millenium 7.32* fc
acc choke would've been 500pp
Ill bet ull forget that even blabla- no choke and a bit more acc and its 500pp too
also i got 3 500 chokes on 7 star first storm.
I passed some cool stuff such as wings of justice or gekiai no yubigoe(icdd 8 star).
I also made a team for whitecat tourney and im hyped. Cant go under 5k tho lol(curr. 5070 xd)
so one good play and im out of the tourney what should i dooo.
I also registered for tripple trouble. Lets see how the next weeks will(im in my finals btw) go and if u red this far then check out my yt channel. Its linked right at the beginning of the bio.


28.4.21: Just as always when i get those insane scores i have to stop playing... This time because of my finals in school. Welp cya in 2 Weeks osu. I can already see me having to derust 2 Weeks -.-



14.7.21: Here i am back again writing something. So first of all i had health problems and i couldnt really play that active for a while bc of that and private reasons. I feel like if i couldve played all thew time since my Legend of Millenium fc i wouldve shredded so hard by now but that wasnt the case sadly. Instead i lost a lot of stamina or maybe its just fingercontrol idk yet. Im trying for weeks or even months to get back on my Legend of Millenium fc level. It is reaaally fucking awful to try so hard and not see any results. But finally after like 3 months i was finally able to have a decent session again. Im very proud of my Toumei Elegy FC even tho i choked acc like always. The thing is tho i had several 1 misses on that map like half a year ago when i was 5 digit. So the improvement isnt really there. But i improved my reading on hr so that i can set decent accs on some long maps. As i said today was the first day where things went good again and i could leave the urge to train stamina, so i can get back on my level, and, to do always the same warmup, just so i can train, behind me. I hope thats the way and from now on ill have more fun again. Also theres the German Cup starting soon and i really hope that i can make it through quals.

Top 5k reached on 11.8.21
8.5k pp reached on 9.9.21
I fcd Virgin Code
Top 4k reached 1.10.21

7.1.22
Back again writing some shit
Well well...
So basically i was so close to quitting the game in november 2021. Osu did just start to become very stressfull for my tapping hand. It started to get hard playing low bpm like 180 and my Stamina and fingercontrol completely left my body. I basically didnt play for 4 weeks which is the longest period of me not playing osu since I switched to tablet. BUT THEN a tourney I registered in before came close. I made a german Team and had to play since i was captain. So I started derusting and it wasnt looking too bad at all. So after the tourney finished i slowly started enjoying game again. But this time i wanted to change things. I wanted to rly set cool scores and be the player I wanted to be for months or even years. So i started grinding stamina again but this time no complaining. After it looked rly good for 2 weeks it got very bad again after i had to go to hospital again. So i reached out to Okinamo and asked him for some coaching. And so far it actually helped me and im improving in Stamina again since my Legend of millenium fc. Also i learned reading hr now and my acc is getting better and better. I pretty much can play anything on hr now and there is no excuses so I'm gonna set that goddamn 500 soon.
Im rank 3.4k now and getting kinda close to my long term goal of top 2.5k
Yesterdas i actually set a new Top play since my aim pop off in October. 473pp on akitoshis extreme bc insane acc.
Rework fucked raw values btw. I had 485 before on first storm but it got nerfed 465. Seijouki no Pierrot got nerfed from 473 to 461.
I also set 2 400s today and choked another 4 lmao. Since i started playing again i rly have problems with mindset and actually fcing maps. Nerves got real bad even on the whackest plays.
My Goal for 2022 is to get into the top 100 Germany and top 2k world! Im currently #161 ger and #3.414 with 8.815pp on the 7.1.2022.
IM HYPED AND IM GONNA DO THIS.

Top 150 Germany achieved on 21.1.2022
cur. rank and highest rank ever: 3146

Update: I fucked up a bit and lost lots of ranks, i am 3682 now and back at it again. I kinda lost motivation for 2 months bc my tapping wad gone but it slowly comes back. I hope i can improve and hit peak again, im positive that i can do it! 22.6.22

Hello
Currently we have the 14.10.22
And i hit peak Rank again with 3098. Im not rly farming that hard anymore, but i would still be great to hit top 100 germany till the end of the year. My farming style changed too. I basically got my tapping way better now, and got pretty much unlimited 180bpm stamina. working on 200 Stamina still. Not playing that much aim anymore but i want to change that. I also played a few tourneys but none of them went rly good. DM was rly good this year and i nearly beat Haftbefehl in the first round. That was pretty much my best Tourney performance so far compared to my skill at the time of the tourney. Im pretty sure i can do very well on some Pools. But lets see what the Future brings.
I also set 2 500pp´s thanks to rework. With Anime Medley being my first 500 ever(just like dion and thats not what i wanted :skull: , jk but i definetely didnt want this to be my first 500)
But luckily i set an even higher 500 with 503! on a way cooler and harder map named Kikaijikake no Kami.
i think some 600s are possible, but possibilities were always very high with my Skillset.
I am also working on ar8 reading and speed atm.
Motivation is there and i will keep grinding, hopefully i can oull through and finally reach my goals
I also hit level 103.