this is the year where i found out the existence of tournaments in osu! After the "country brawl" tournament i somehow fell in love with tournaments and started a grind to improve and be a better wellrounded player.
also, cringe year

This is the first year of my grinding in the tournament scene. I've been playing most of my tournaments with SIMONETRAPANI (and - Satori , quit w). I'm grateful for having spent my time with them playing for fun and improving at the same time, making me the player/person I am right now. Also, improved that fast that i managed to play in italy's owc this early (but felt a bit useless). My goal now is to keep on playing more tournaments with more different players and making more friends around the osu!world too.
This is year was less cringe and its when i significantly changed personality and everything else

and after all my time spent doing nothing, Koba invites me to participate in "oet3" (draft tournament) giving me my first badge, which i honestly feel like i deserved... somehow. This is the best year i'm having right now (since im writing this now on june 4th 2020). I met wholesome ppl like ign, tfge, and some of the people in the tournament community, and I'm achieving most of the goals i set in my early times. I'm always getting better as the time passes, I'm noticing im not that bad in tournament but there's still a lot room of improving, but mostly, Italy, which "has never been a relevant country in osu!", is now getting more and more noticed by his placings in every tournament (country based, 4v4, 3v3, 2v2, 1v1) in almost every rank range . Italian teams getting 2nd places in 5 digits tournaments (mere and everyone else), "oet3 italian team" earning the 1st place badge, italy's 3wc getting 4th place (sadly, but still a lot impressive). Every italian player is being recognized internationally by their performances and this makes me so happy. Lets see how it goes...

(11/10/2020) a lot happened since the last time i've written my info. I improved a lot. My raw skill has become nearly as i wanted it to be for the end of the year, everything happened so quickly after i lost a match in kahli's summer melee. My raw aim and skill improvement combined to my grinding for hr skill has paid me so much; I finally managed to carry and match most of godlike players and this has made me so freaking happy (marathonian and kahli's summer melee last games performances). I feel like i accomplished every goal i set for this year (except owc, in which im looking forward to play out of my mind. i hope

year's finally over. This has been the best year i've ever had so far (talking of osu in general) and i wish not to stop improving, or even trying to get better (for now). By the end of the year i tried to push my limits with tournaments as corsace open (best team i've ever had fun with), marathonians and the ones im still finishing to aim for a badge by the start of 2021. Furthermore, after some considerations, I've decided to break away from the osu italian community besides the ones im really close to. I want to keep going with the people i have really fun with playing the game, and playing tournaments in general. I just want to thank all of these people that have always stayed with me the entire year, in a good and even bad way, sometimes: riuzaky, AitorAmu, tfge, Koba, Mere, ign, Intercambing, mrs, Wonder, simone, Syncro, woopak, gygy, CIP (not ordered by preference)

year has started in such a wonderful way. I fixed my sleep schedule, having good grades at school, im training at the gym after the pandemic... oh and started by winning 1 badge (TAR4 and... no CWT badge because bad staff). Im actually planning of getting out of the comfort zone and adventure myself into open rank range only and reach my limits until the end of the year. Lets see how it goes... im not giving up yet.

after a couple of tournaments i was finally able to take some break. Currently im not playing the game much but i have improved my aim and consistency by a lot anyway. I can finally say that if i would really like to, i could easily farm out from 4 digits. The effort of playing lots of aim and speed really paid off and im still trying to focus on high cs/tech hr and speed to get even better. Also final higschool exams are coming so gotta be ready for that... GOODLUCK (prepare myself to university and quit osu i guess).

i give up, this game is too boring. Bye bye