PROFESSIONAL BAD GAMER
Do you get that feeling? play a game for years and didnt improve as fast as other people? should you be competitive? or should you just have fun? cuz its just a game supposed to be fun!? do you feel demotivated? take a break? change the mindset? not many people can do that.. how about just play? typical answer when you ask people about those thing.. well what do you want out of this game? ask yourself first! do you play then retire later? do you want to be the best? is the game really supposed to be your main priority? are you willing to spend your time daily playing? do you feel a certain way when reading those?... It's fine, those thoughts run through everyone at some point, what matters is how you face it, do you just accept the truth and play with the mindset of not being able to improve fast or do you not care?
it's up to you... really. You're one playing.. it should only revolves around you. Just.... play, nothing else. Maybe you want some attention too? but does it really matter? with the state of community these days? but.. you have friends or a small group, you all can share your achievements there and motivate each other. It does help. All in all, friendship.